a mixed feeling

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LIZZIE'S POV:

6/27/21

Dear Diary,
i have been alive for almost a century, and never in those years have i found somebody i enjoyed as much as Tommy.
my OTHER love was deteriorating by my minute, so his death didnt come as a surprise believe it or not.
but because he was my husband i had to act like it was sad, and act like i cared.
i mean i did care a little, but i cared for Tomathy so much more.
the pain of my husband always bothering me was finally gone.
the annoyance of having to pretend to love philip. was gone.
all i had to do now was act sad.
which was very simple and easy.
i didnt have to leave my home for weeks because i had to act like i was very hurt by his death.
i knew philip wouldnt last much longer, it was quite obvious.
but, i was, only a little bit, sorta sad about philip's death.
he was a great person, he treated me well, and spoiled me?? i guess is the way of pointing it.
i knew i cared for Tomathy much more than philip, but i was still sad.
something about my "lovers" death seemed planned.
not by philip, but by somebody else.
like somebody went to go assassinate him by themself.
i didnt think much more about philip as i started thinking about tomathy, the joy we could finally have together, the phone calls we could have without worry, and being able to meet up without philip following me everywhere.
it was sort of..
a mixed feeling.

Love, Lizzie <3

A/N:

hello everyone.
this chapter if from lizzie's diary, thanks to my sister and her hard work getting it, we are able to see what she wrote.

do you think someone killed philip 😱
comment ur thoughts 😏😙

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