Xx This little one shot fic was inspired by tumblr user brujabby's post xx
I woke up at three in the morning to the sound of Dan pacing back and forth, talking to himself. I laughed softly and slid out of bed and pulled on a random shirt and walked over to his room. I knocked softly and he opened the door.
"Are you alright?" I grinned.
"Yeah." He sighed.
"Existential crisis again?"
"Something like that." He laughed.
"Want to talk about it?" I asked, remembering all of the times, even before we had met in real life where Dan would keep me up for hours just talking about the universe and almost anything.
"Yeah," he a said smiling softly.
We walked over to his bed and say on it. "So what's been keeping you up this time?"
"Well I've kind of been falling back to the thought that, in the whole grand scheme of things, I am so insignificant. Everyone is. We're pieces of sand in a desert, and our world, our earth, the thing that is so huge and incredible to us, is a speck compared to all the galaxies and the entire universe." He sighed.
I nodded and he continued, "But at the same time, if we really are so small then one decision couldn't really change too much could it?"
"Well like what kind of decision?" I asked leaning on one of my arms.
He bit his lip nervously, and glanced down.
I frowned, "Is there something wrong?" I asked.
He didn't answer but he looked up at me with a small grin and then suddenly his coffee tainted lips were pressed up against mine and we were kissing.
After my brain had a chance to process that my best friend, the one that I've had feelings for for nearly six years about was kissing me, I kissed him back, moving closer to him and wrapping my arms around his waist.
He put his arms around my neck and I pushed him against the bed. Maybe a bit forcefully, but I wasn't really concerned about that in that moment.
After we broke away, breathing heavily, I grinned down at Dan who was wearing a small smirk, "I don't know about how significant that was to the universe, but it was the whole world to me." I said softly.
He grinned and I captured his lips with mine once again.
"How did an existential crisis turn into this?" I laughed.
"I don't know," he grinned, "But I like it."
"So do I."
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/34222351-288-k762984.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Phan Oneshots
FanfictionA collection of all of the Phan oneshots I come up with late at night. Will include fluff, angst, and a little bit of smut.