"If I could do it all over, maybe I'd do it different, maybe I wouldn't be here, in this position, I found you then I lost you, looking back is torture, and it hurts to know I let you go."
Josh and I are in the kitchen making dinner for my family since they should all be home in a few hours then someone knocks at the door.
"You want me to get it" Josh asks, "No I got it" I say then go open the door.
"Hey Alayíah I heard you were back in town" my abusive ex boyfriend, James, says, "Lay is everything okay" Josh says walking in, "Who are you" Josh asks James, "Her friend James" he says, "Must not be that good of a friend if I've never heard of you" Josh says, "Aww baby you didn't tell him about me" James says laughing, "Lay what is he talking abo- wait James like your ex James" Josh says moving himself so he's standing in front of me, then he pushes James away from the door.
"You wanna fight" James says pushing Josh back then Josh starts beating the shit out of him and my dad pulls up.
"Hey, hey, hey whats going on here" my dad says jumping out of the car, "Josh lets go" I yell while crying, then Josh gets off of him and walks over to me pulling me into a tight hug.
"I'm gonna take her upstairs" Josh says to my dad then he picks me up and takes me upstairs.
"Lay are you okay" Josh says rubbing my back, "My dad doesn't know what James did to me" I say as Josh wipes away my tears, "You can talk to me about, you told me what he did" he says, "No, I didn't tell you everything" I say then I just lay my head in Josh's lap and cry.
"Hey princess" my dad says sitting next to me, "Hi daddy" I say resting my head on his shoulder, "You okay, do you need to talk or anything" he says, "No I'm okay" I say letting out a breath, "Let's go eat" my dad says then he stands up and holds my hands so I can get up and we go downstairs.
later*
Josh and I were laying in bed when I get a dm from Chase Hudson.
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"Josh look" I say then hand him my phone, "What the fuck is wrong with him" Josh says then he picks up his phone and facetimes someone.
"Yo" Jaden says answering the phone, "Chase just tried to get with Alayíah" Josh says and Jadens jaw drops, "Are you serious" he says and Josh nods his head, "Well what are you gonna do" Jaden says, "I dont know yet" Josh says then they talk for a while until Jaden has to go.
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"You know your all mine right" Josh says pushing me onto the bed and hovering over me, "Actually we're not officially together so" I say just so he would get mad or something, then we start making out.
He pulls my oversized shirt over my head leaving me in only underwear since I wasnt wearing a bra and starts sucking on my neck and chest.
"How are you so perfect" Josh says then kisses down my body as I put my hands in his hair. Then he gets down to my underwear and pulls them off then starts kissing my inner thighs.
"Josh" I kinda moan, "What baby" he says, "I need you" I say as he continues kissing me, then he pulls down his boxers, since that's all he has on, and slowly pushes himself inside of me.
He starts off slow giving me time to adjust to his size then I tell him to go faster as I try to hold in my moans.
"Fuck baby girl you feel so good" Josh whispers in my ear as I let out a moan. "Shhh" he says kissing me and I moan in his mouth.
"I love you" Josh says, "I-i love youu t-too" I say barely being able to speak. Then after a few more minutes we both finish and go to sleep.
