Untold Feelings | chaesoo

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"You'll treat me?!" I was a lil bit startled when she just turned her voice into an undeniable high pitched one but I found her reaction funny too.

"I want you to be there, so don't stop me from this"

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As of now inside of our joyful classroom, we're just literally killing some times and waiting for some of our classmates to finish their works. I am one of the determined hard working students who immediately finished them off, and I am just playing with my pen dozing left and right in my fingers.

"Okay class, hear me out" our class adviser began to speak again. We all looked at her waiting for her to continue, others might seems uninterested cause they went back on their papers.

"We have twenty-one students who're joining the field trips. Knowing that we have thirty-seven students, some of you were still unsure and having a dilemma. Please make your decision quick cause the partners and seatmates inside the bus will be plan soon"

I looked at the other column of our seat arrangement and I saw Rosé looking at me too. She smiled at me then showed her thumbs up, that made me to smile too. She's just too joyful.

I didn't except her to be this kind of woman, I thought she's kind of a girl who's cold and pretty bitchy—but as I know her more, I fell even more. What?

At this time I am so confuse about this. I mind to ask my seatmate which is Jennie, about that LGBTQ thingy but still afraid that she might countered off at my back and avoid me. But true friends will remain on your side whoever you are right? In both upside downs and sorrows they'll remain the same when they're true.

"Jennie" I whispered. She's focused on her paper reviewing her answer if they're right but fully aware that I called her so she looked at me then she raised her eyebrows asking me why.

"Do you know LGBTQ?" I asked her.

"Yes, what about that?" She hid her paper under her arms then positioned herself in a most comfortable way that she had just to hear what I will tell her.

"Can you tell me what is it?" I asked her again. Her brows turned into a firing, she's curious I can see it. She's thinking that I am smart and well raised child but doesn't even know what that association is, and I am literally grade 10 now. How did that happen?

"I will tell you some about that. It's better if you search it by yourself" she said. I nodded waiting for her to continue.

"I think it consists of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual? I forgot the others" she added. Those words were new to my ears, I heard them before but that was too long ago and I don't even know anymore how to pronounce nor write them until now, but thankfully Jennie pronounced it and I can now too.

"What are those?" I asked her for the third time. I just thanked God that Jennie is a patient and sharing girl, she's there when I don't know that and this thing.

"First one is Lesbian, I will explain it in a most understandable way. Lesbian is girl attracted to the same sex, like girl to girl" I nodded still listening.

"Usually some of them wear their clothes like boys. You know what I mean? Boyish like that?" I nodded again. She chuckled, and I know why she's chuckling. It's because of my face looking so interested.