I won, I got the title. I won different awards; my cat walk, answers on Q&A, talent, costume and votes got them mouths wow. I never expect this at all, I thought I'll be just a loser cause I'm just a transferred student and I am not that yet popular in our school. But guess what? I got 89% of votes from the social media and crowd audience.
"Congrats girl" Nayeon said hugging me. My friends are here, they're so proud of me. I can see happiness in their eyes, I am so lucky to have them.
"Now that you made us proud, my treat for tomorrow's meal" Jennie immediately said while her arms are wide open and smiling with her eyes.
"Wow, you can't even treat us the cheapest slurpy" Somi butted in. I know that our conversation is about my victory but this is just making me laugh that they never changed. They're my light in a dark underneath.
"Oh shut up" Jennie playfully slapped her arms. I just laughed.
It ended that I am on my way home, my friends were just living around the school at the south side which is the opposite of mine, so I'm always alone.
One thing that's making me sad is, she never come. She promised but she didn't come. Is this how being fooled felt? Like, I just want to eaten by the ground and disappear like nothing happened and I never existed.
I was walking so slow, I don't wanna go home yet. I was looking around when I saw her, I saw her with her friends drinking coffee and having fun at the Starbucks. She's wearing school uniform same as her friends but she never showed up at the pageant even though we're just few meters away. Our classroom was not that far from the stage, it's literally two classroom in between.
I texted her.
"Hey Chaeng, you didn't come. Something important came up?"
I typed then sent, I didn't got to see her around the school either since I was all busy about the event. I didn't enter our classroom earlier because my day is fully booked, but don't worry my attendance was still present.
"I'm sorry, yes. I'm sick"
Sure, she's sick. That's why she's having fun and laughing.
After that day, I started to showed up cold whenever she's around. But I don't know why on earth, when she's talking to me I am immediately responding. When she chats me, I want to ignore her but my fingers keep on chatting back. I hate this, I am the only one who's showing care while her, I am just a second choice.
"Jichu, let's go?" I smiled then followed her. Rosé. We will eat together at the canteen.
I am shy whenever she's around, like I keep on watching every moves of mine just to avoid any mistakes and don't do something embarrassing.
She's infront of me drinking her chocolate drink with a chips in her hands. Same as me, silently eating. Not until she broke the ice between us.
"Do you know Suho?" She asked me. Ofcourse, that guy has a crush on me.
"Did you forget that he's our classmate? Ofcourse duh" Why does I'm being bad bitch now? Crazy.
"Wow, I thought you're a saint" she joked. I almost hit her using my burger but luckily, I keep my tempered on.
"Yah, I thought you're a certified church girl too, but a demon" I joked back making her to glare on me. Ofcourse that's just a joke and I'm just kidding.
"I heard that Suho had been hitting on you, why don't give him a shot?" She asked me. Seriously? A shot?
"I am not into relationship Chaeng. And besides, he's not really my type" I explained. What I said is true, I never imagined me falling inlove nor crushing on someone.
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Untold Feelings | chaesoo
FanficThat feeling that you didn't had the chance to tell her what you feel. Maybe in another life, we're destined for each other. Would it be fine if you're mine? My first love. -Kim Jisoo -and this is inspired by my own story.... ★completed