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You said and looked back at him. You walked towards him. "does my family really want me dead? Their own son?" He said. You nodded. "Sorry about that." You said. "They probably do." You added. "I mean. At least I have you? Right?" He said. "Yeah." You said. He smiled. There was silence for a moment, as if you both wanted to kiss there. "Are we going to?" You said, meaning if you both were going to kiss. He was leaning closer till you both heard a noise. You used this as an excuse to leave the awkward situation. He backed away.

"What was that noise?" You said

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"What was that noise?" You said. "Don't know." He said. You both were trying to act as if nothing happened. "Does this mean we'll have to leave?" He asked. "No, no everything's alright" you said. "Are you sure?" He said. "Yes....I don't think we should leave just because of a stupid noise." You said. "Oh." Tewksbury said. "Here..I rather you go outside. And I don't know, just go around London." You said giving him a Welsh hat. "What am I supposed to do with this?...thing." He asked. "You're supposed to wear it. It's a welsh hat." You said and took it back. And you put it back on him. "For what?" He said. "To make yourself look like, you're not yourself. If that makes sense." You said. "Is wearing hats something I should aspire to be wearing?" He said. "Not exactly. But it'll make you look, not like yourself. So unless you want to be caught right now. I rather you wear it just for today, when you're out there. In the wild." You said. "But the people that are looking for me, think I still have my long shiny beautiful hair." He said. "Funny." You said. "It's not funny, I really did have long shiny beautiful hair. You're just jealous." He added. "Yeah, I'm totally be jealous..." you said. "Well it appears to me that you are because you offered to cut my beautiful hair. You freak." He said. "I offered to cut your ridiculous hair, because I am being generous." You said. "Wow. So generous. To offer to cut my hair!!!" He said. "You didn't care about me cutting your hair in the moment. So why does it matter? Either way, you're still going to wear it." You said. "Why?" He said. "Because I'm telling you so." You said. He smiled. "Fine, I'll put it on. Only because you say so." He said. You both stared at each other until Tewksbury stopped. "Um. Where am I even going to go anyways?" He said.
"Here.." you said and went to the counter of this small kitchen and grabbed money. You grabbed his hand, and put it on his palm. "I don't know. Buy something?" You said. "Where'd you get all of this money?" He said. "Don't ask. And also, you're rich so..I don't expect that much money to be so surprising for you." You said. "Go. Go. Go along. Go buy something. Alright?" You added. He turned around, and you lightly kept pushing him. "Okay!! What do you want?" He said. "Nothing. Just buy food okay, Tewky??" You said. "You know I hate it when you call me that." He said. Which was a lie. "Doesn't matter just go." You said. Still pushing him to the door. He walked out. "I guess, I'll see you later then?" He said. You nodded and smiled. You closed the door, once he walked away. You sighed in relief, and took a deep breath. Finally he was gone, so now you can take in what happened. Both of you were about to kiss. For the first time. You just wanted him to go so you can begin panicking. You laid down on the bed, and decided to smile thinking about it. But stopped once you remember what he would come back. You didn't mind of course, you liked him being there, even if he wasn't speaking to you. An hour later. You heard a knock. You opened the door. It was Tewksbury. He had a bag, and he took his hat off with his other hand. He smiled. "Hey." He said. "Come in, Tewky." You said and moved said. "I've told you, I don't like it." He said. You closed the door. "sure." You said. "What did you bring?" You asked. "Bread...Almonds...and especially dessert." He said and took the pudding out. "And...jam. To put it on the bread." He said. "That's good." You said. "And cheese. I'll put them back in the bag." He said. And looked at you. "What." You said. "No nothing.." he said, and smiled. "I'll go place them in the kitchen.." he said, and went to the kitchen. You sat down on the bed. He came back up, and closed the door. He also sat down next to you. "I'll sleep on the floor." He said. "I know." You said. "...right." He said. "Thanks for bringing the food, by the way." You said. "You're welcome. But I also didn't do it because you told me to." He added. "Then why did you go? Tewksbury?" You asked. "Because.." he said, he looked at your injured hand. Wrapped with the cloth he put on you earlier. "Because you're injured..does it hurt still?" He said. And now actually, gently grabbed your hand. "It does." You said. He stopped grabbing your hand. "By the way, sorry for bringing in random food. I didn't know what to bring. Considering that I've never, bought food." He said. "I know." You said. "I met someone today." He blurted out randomly. Oh no. "It was a girl." He said. You nodded, like you were listening. "She asked me if I wanted to be friends with her so then I agreed....she helped me by the food. Her names Chloe." He said. "Wait what?" You said, in a sharp tone. "I said. That I met someone new. And I'm now friends with them. They helped me by the food. It's not that serious." He said. "What if that person—— I don't know? Recognized you?" You said. "Are you jealous y/n?" He said. "I'm not jealous, how dare you insinuate that!! You know it's pretty dangerous. I mean, anyone could recognize...your face." You said. "You told me to wear that ridiculous hat. You promised me that, it would help people not realize it was me." He said. "Forget about it." You said. "I'll gladly forget about you being jealous. Y/N." He said. "I'm not!!" You said. "Yes, you are!" He said, getting closer. "No I'm bloody not!" You said. "Yes you are..." he said, now getting very closer to you. "I am not!" You answered. "Yes you are!" He said, so now he was getting really, and I mean really closer to you. Face to face. Now he looked at your lips. And looked back at you in the eye. You did the same thing to him. He kissed you. You didn't reject it. It just sort of happened. You put your arm around his neck. And you both began kissing, and I mean KISSING. There were smooching noises, and yes I'm going to be descriptive. You both felt each other's lips. You both were now making out. His heart was beating very fast. He felt his body really warm. And he felt weak. He was putting his arms around your waist,while yours were wrapped around his neck. It looked like you were both eating each other. It stopped till you both hear noises... downstairs. You looked at each other. "Did that just happen?" You said. "Us making out, yes that did happen. And I don't regret it." He said. "No, silly...the noises." You said. "Oh!..yeah I did hear that." He said. "Forget this ever happen..." he added. "Why, is it a bad thing that we're kissing?" You said. "Yes. Yes it is." He said, and let go. "I'm sorry for kissing you. I shouldn't have." He added. "Sorry what?" You said.

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