"we usually focus on what we're doing or where we're going, but Gods primary concern is who we're becoming in the process."- mike todd
people i guess are like stones. we get tossed and tumbled and the whole time we're like, "wow this hurts", but in the end we come out as beautiful crystals.
it feels like i've been getting tossed around a lot and all i want it to do is stop. sometimes i feel like i'm not even my own person. my thoughts can sometimes become a tightening spiral. the thing with spirals is they never end they just keep getting tighter. i've learned however that if they must continually tighten, then basic logic would imply that it must also widen. i have to remember that i'm like a rock being tossed around in this gyre, and that i have the ability to say no to my anxious and depressive thoughts, thus getting me closer to freedom.
i just hope the glitter is worth it.
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things i wanted to say but never did
No Ficcióna journal. the title of each chapter is just the prompt. i don't actually know what to call this. pls don't expose who i am unless i say so.
