Triangle of Three

Chapter 8

Before anyone could say anything I took off running. I couldn't deal with this. I froze leaning up against a tree. I could feel how angry Loki was. He was furious with me. It made me want to cry. I don't have time for that I need to start working on a plan to get Natasha back... now!

I shut my link off with Loki. He was feeling all these emotions that were clouding my thoughts. I figured I would give him time to cool off. After all, I was kinda looking forward to sex with a god.

After 3 hours I finally got up and decided to walk home. I finally decided I was going to go back alone and save Natasha tonight. It's my fault she's in this and the longer she's there the worse she'll be.

I got inside the compound and heard Steve "what do you mean you can't feel her?! Loki you have the connection! She isn't dead...Do not tell me she is dead!" Fuck I forgot to turn it back on. Loki looked extremely exhausted. He was slumped in a chair with his hair all over the place. Steve was beside himself on the verge of crying. Holy shit is Loki crying?

Just then Loki's eyes met mine. He stared at me for what seemed like forever. Finally, the captain followed his gaze and saw me he ran to me and hugged me hard. "What the fuck is wrong with you scaring us like that?!"

My eyes were still locked with Loki's. I hugged Steve as he buried his face in my neck. I closed my eyes breathing in his smell. I missed him. Even though we just broke our friendship five hrs ago. I opened my eyes to meet Loki again. He let one tear fall from his eyes. I pushed Steve aside as I made my way to him. He teleported right in front of me, eyes red, said nothing at all, and pulled me into the strongest embrace anyone has ever hugged me.

I could feel Steve's eyes on us "I'll be going." With that, I heard him leave us alone.

I restored the connection and felt him suck in a breath. "The minute I didn't feel you anymore I immediately panicked. Why did you stop the connection?"

I waited and finally decided to tell him "because feeling how much I hurt you was enough to make me want to die. And since killing myself is obviously off the table I couldn't think straight with your emotions flooding in. I had to turn it off for a second."

He just squeezed me harder then let me go "Josie I don't care how mad I am at you, you need to send a message or something before you go ghost..." he broke off whispering, " I thought you were dead."

I grabbed his face "Loki you can't get rid of me that fast. Come on I'm a bad bitch." He chuckled. I wanted to pull him in for a kiss. Sweet soft nothing crazy, kiss. I need to have sex with him tonight though to keep up the charade of my plan to rescue Natasha.

Everything died down, the boys were fighting in the training room of course. I went upstairs to my room. I need to shower and get ready for bed I can't remember the last time I pampered myself. Especially since I'm going to switch places with Natasha.

I walked into the bathroom and stripped my clothes off. I walked into the walk-in shower into a boiling sauna. It felt so good to just let the shower rain down on me. I kept going over my plan. Everyone is asleep I sneak out invisible of course. I have Buckys bike hidden in a bush about half a mile from here so it doesn't look like I left.

I got out of the shower to let my hair air dry. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me headed to my closet. Damn, I didn't realize I needed to do laundry all I have is a silk set again. I put my green silk crop top on that let some of my under boob flop out, I wasn't wearing a bra because yuck. I put on the matching bottoms that I specifically remember covered my butt, instead, they went up my butt leaving subtle cheek to hang out. It was accented with black lace along the short's bottom and chest top.