The love you never had..

Chapter 19: We finally meet again

There could be errors everywhere. Sorry, I don't have much time to fix it. So please forgive me especially those grammar police out there.. haha
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I texted Mavs to talk but still not replying. I called the number, the number you have dialled is not available. Please try your call later. Hindi na ata active yung number niya..

I tried to find him in Facebook, he blocked me. He is not replying in Whatsapp and Viber. Ayaw na niya talaga magpakita.

The next day, I called Lean to finish all my tasks, nawalan na ako ng gana pumasok. I am wearing a black stilleto and my heels starting to cramp. I bought doll shoes from a nearby shop. Yes, I have been walking all morning in a mall where I saw him yesterday and to think of some ways to find where Mavs is. I failed. I didn't see him.

I walk for another hour and went to Starbucks to drink Frappuccino to refresh me. I took my iPhone 6 out from my blazer and dialed his number again, "the subscriber you are calling is out of reach. Please try your call later" The RVA messge is different but still telling me that his not available. Damn! I am starting to lose my patience. He might have changed his number. How will I find him?

Eddie called me.

Ed: I called your office, Lean said hindi ka daw pumasok. What's wrong?

Me: Nothing is wrong nagpapalamig lang ako sa mall.

Ed: Alright. Just let me know if you need company patapos na rin naman ako sa ginagawa ko.

Me: Sure babe. I'm going home na rin after I finish my coffee.

Ed: Sige babe I'll see you later for dinner.

Me: No worries.

I turn my music on using my iPad and listen to it while I'm sipping the last bit of my Frappe. It somehow freshen up my mind and I took my phone and check whatsapp. Still no reponse from him. Why is he so hard to reach?

I walk another round to see if there will be any chances to meet him by accident but still no Mavs around.

I called mang Kanor to fetch me up. I was too tired to think and walk around the mall. I was waiting for him when...

I saw Mavs waiting for a cab to ride on. He is on the other side of the road and I shouted at him. "Mavs!!!" He look at me in surprise and he walk towards me. Finally! We meet again.

I asked him if he could give me atleast 5 minutes of his time and he nod to approve.

It was 6PM and we went to the nearest restaurant in the mall. I called mang Kanor to stay where he is and I will call him back when I'm ready to go home.

I talked to Mavs.

Me: I wanna know the answer from my last question.

Mavs: Anong question? (he acted so clueless)

Me: You chose her over me, right?

Mavs: Does it matter? Ikakasal ka na rin naman di ba? Why do you need the answer?

Me: For closure maybe?

Mavs: If I answered "no"will I be able to win you back?

Me: Hmmm... 

Mavs: See? I don't want you to be confused anymore. Even if I love you, if you'll never be happy with me so what's the essence of winning you back?

Me: I.. I.. I still love you..

Mavs: And so as Eddie, right?

Me: Yeah but..

Mavs: No buts.. You love him. He loves you. I love you and I also love my GF.

Me: (that hurts me) Alright. Is it possible to love two persons both in the same time?

Mavs: Possible but it differs depending who weigh much.

Me: I get it. You love me but you can live without me.  You love Grace and you can't live without her, right?

Mavs: Angela, there are some things I can never explain to you. You will only know the truth when it's over.

Me: What do you mean? We are not over yet?

Mavs: ........