Sky is the limit (Justice Crew fan fiction)

Chapter 12

"...John is again in police station, he got into a fight last night" Lenny and police officer started to laugh, but I panicked and said "What?! What is so funny? Lenny, your brother is in jail!" Lenny said "He'll be out soon, it's not the first time. But because our father works there then they just let him go" I said "Oh... Okay." And I went back into the house. Police officer left, so Lenny came in also. Susan called me and we've been talking for awhile, then I asked her "Susan, what will be with my school? I have to apply again or something?" She said "No honey, I bought you a diploma, the school is over" I didn't understand, then Lenny explained me how things are working here. And well, okay, but why I've been going to school at all? Maybe God wanted me to go, if I didn't go I couldn't meet so wonderful people. Yeah, right.

For the next 2 months everything was going great. New year came. The boys and Lily were in their houses, Susan came back. Lenny and me were seeing each other every single day, but now the boys are having more rehearsals because of concert.

"Susan, I'm going to Lenny's house, I won't stay there for long" I said while getting outside. I heard Susan saying "Okay dear, take care". I arrived at Lenny's house, greeted everyone there and headed to Lenny's room. For his family it was normal, they're looking at me as a family member. When I entered the room I saw him on the computer. We kissed and I sat by him. He wasn't paying attention on anything I was saying, he wasn't paying attention on me, at all. I looked what's he doing, he was chatting with random people. Well, random girls, exactly. I asked him who they are, I was still calm. He said "Just fans" I said "Well, your fans can wait, your girlfriend is here now" I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. He just smiled, he even didn't look at me. I stood up and said "What the hell is wrong with you? Are your fans more important than me now?" He said "Of course not baby" he finally stood up and looked at me. He continued "You're the most important person in my life, I love you. Don't think like that, please. You know that I have to be nice with fans, each one of us from Justice Crew are talking with our fans a bit" I said "I understand everything Lenny. But you don't have to talk with them while I'm here. I'm not jealous, don't you dare to say that ever. I'm just sad because you're paying more attention on your fans than me. I feel like I'm disturbing you right now" He said "No, honey, just understand that we have to talk sometimes with them, we need their support" I got pissed off and said "And my support isn't enough?" He said "For me it's enough, but..." I said "But what?" He smiled at me and said "Oh, baby..." I said "Okay, you know what? This is over. I'm leaving. I can't do this anymore. Be famous, you have support, you don't need me anymore. I guess you can do it all by yourself now. The fact is that I helped you a lot, but nevermind, you don't need me now. Goodbye, hope you'll have great performance on the concert. Say hi to the boys" And I left the room. Lenny came after me, he was saying "Lisa, please, stop it, come back here, wait!" But I didn't want to stop. I said bye to his family and I left the house. I could hear him calling me but I didn't want to go back. Then he started calling me on my phone, I didn't answer. I saw John across the street but I pretended I don't see him. He saw me also and he ran on my side. He stood in front of me, he stopped me and said "What's wrong? You look upset. Did my brother do something to you?" I said "Yes, he did" And I told him everything there. He said "Well, you have to understand us, we need to speak with our fans sometime, we need their support" I said "You two are the same, just leave me alone now, okay? Bye" I I bypassed him and continued walking towards my house. When I arrived I said hi to Susan and went to my room first. I sat on the bed for a moment then I decided to go to the balcony. I was sitting there, letting the Sun warm me up. I had earphones and I was playing music on my phone. Every song was reminding me of Lenny. I just couldn't believe that now for him fame is more important than me. I guess that happens all the time. But why it had to happen to me? I remembered that I still have that ticket for backstage, the boys gave one to me and one to Lily, so we can be with them there. The concert is going to be for 3 days. Lily called me and asked what happened, because Lenny seemed unhappy and upset on the rehearsal. I invited her to come over. While I was waiting for her Susan came to check if I'm alright. I wipped away my tears and said "Oh, hi" She knelt in front of me and said "What's wrong honey? Tell me. I see that something is happening." So I told her everything. While I was talking tears were coming down my face, I was crying more and more. When I finished she gave a hug and told me "I'm sure that you two will be back together. You are perfect couple, you are meant to be together, not separated. I'm sure he'll say sorry, he'll call you." I showed her that I already have 17 missed calls from him. She said "Now you're being rude. He wants to speak with you and you aren't letting him do it. I can't understand." I started crying again, then Lily came. Susan told her everything because I couldn't speak anymore. They both were sitting on the balcony with me. They were telling me that everything is going to be fine, that we'll get back together soon, that I don't need to worry. I wasn't worried. I was upset and sad. I was thinking that maybe it was my fault, but then I realized that I was right. He needs to pay more attention on me, I used to be his biggest support. I still remember his words "We could never come this far without you" We all know that isn't true, but still, he hasn't had any support but me in that time. I was there for him, I'm still here, but I feel like my support isn't enough for him. I'm glad that they have more support now, that they have fans, I'm really happy for them. I just think that I have to be more important to him, now I'm feeling like me and fans are the same, and of course we're not the same...

Next two days were so hard for me. I didn't stop crying since we broke up, if I can say that. Lily was visiting me every day, she would be with me all day, repeating over and over again everything what should bring me to good mood. I could give her only a smile, but nothing much. I couldn't get into a better mood. Lenny didn't stop calling me, I wasn't answering. He sent me messages on the phone, on twitter, on facebook, but I didn't want to open them.

And then came the day of their perfomance on Jennifer's concert. I was in the living room with Susan when we heard a knock on the door. Susan opened the door, it was Lenny. I heard him saying "Hello Susan, is Lisa here?" Susan looked at me, I was in tears. She said "No, she's not here, I'm sorry. I'll tell her that you were here, okay?" Then he left. When Susan came back she said "He's very upset. He's not even smiling. You have to talk to him" I said "I'm not smiling neither, who cares?" I went upstairs. I got a message from Lily "Are you coming tonight?" I answered "I guess I'm not"

After few hours talking with Susan, I decided to go on the concert and to be in backstage just to see their performance. Lily will be there, and I hope the boys won't see me. I changed up, put some makeup on and I was ready to go. Susan said "Dear, everything will be alright. Just keep calm, don't be upset to much. I hope you'll talk with Lenny. And don't run away if they see you. Be yourself." She hugged me and then I left.

When I arrived I was looking around to make sure that none of the boys are near. I saw Lily and went to say hello. She said "Oh my God! I can't believe that you actually came!" she hugged me. I smiled and said "Well, I want to see their performance. Where are they?" She said "They're getting prepared for getting on the stage, you want to go and say hi?" I said "Actually no, I hope they won't see me. I will go when they finish. And please, don't say to them that I was here, okay?" She said "But, why?" I looked at the ground, then I looked at her and said "Please" She said "Okay. But if they see you, promise you won't go?" I said "I promise" But deep inside I was hoping that they won't see me. Jennifer Lopez passed along and Lily and I decided to take a picture with her when she comes back. She came back, we took a picture with her and she was talking to us awhile. Then she had to go to prepare for the second part of her concert. Justice Crew were on the stage at the moment. I was watching them with a smile. At one moment Lenny spotted me. I turned and said "Lily, I have to go now" She took my hand and said "No, Lisa. You promised, remember?" I said "Oh, no, I can't, Lily, don't do this to me, I don't want to talk to him, please" She said "No, Lisa! You will stay here, by me, and you'll talk to him when they finish! The end!" I thought that were the longest 5 minutes of my life. When they finished they headed to the backstage, everyone saw me already and they were smiling at me, obviously happy to see me. Lenny approached to me.

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