Band one shots

The attempt(Ronnie Radke)

(Jordan's pov)

I can't take it anymore, its like nobody ever wantwd to love me in the first place. My friends donr want to be seen around me,and my own best friend dosent care about me anymore. Well now,she dosent even have to see me ever again. I pulled out the blade from my backpack and i took a cold stare at the clear single patch of my mixed skin, I aimed it at my wrist. No point of living when there's nobody there for you,not wven yourself. I put the blade on my wrist and felt th the cold metal about to go in." No stop ". I heard someone yell. I tirned to my side and saw a boy running towards me. He had brown eyes and long black hair with many tattoos." Please don't do it,especially someone as beautiful like you". He spoke. I stared at him a little, my heart started racing. "It doesn't matter,i have stupid black hair,my eyes are green for some stupid reason , and people make fun of how my dad walked out on my mom. I only had one wish that people would stop making fun of me because I'm anorexic,and this wish is to kill myself ". I replied. I placed the blade to my skin again but he took it away. I started to cry a little." Im not letting you do it ". He said he sat by me and pulled me in his arms. "God,you don't even know me so just let me die here,i want to die so bad ". I cried more,he ran his hand through my hair and rocked me back and forth. " no you don't you deserve everything to stay alive, no matter what i dont care if i domt know you,you need to learn to love yourself ". He said quietly, i could here his heart beat in my ear. It was like a drum,each beat was amazing." But its so hard". I pleaded out. He shook his head." Just let me be there for you,and I'll make the pain go away". He said. I guess i can trust him." Hi my name Jordan ". I said. He smiled and winked." Hi my name is Ronnie and i would like to love you ". He spoke. Maybe i could love you too.