What's the point of us? (Chris motionless )

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Whisper's pov

Lots of anger rushed through me, He just doesn't understand. "Would you just stop acting like a selfish fuck". I yelled. Chris looked at me and rolled his eyes, i know he wants to hit the wall but he wouldn't when he knows that Rowan is in her room sleeping. "What the fuck do you want me to do". He spat." It's like you want me to comfort you every fucking single day and say aww i feel bad for you. well i don't, i fucking don't". I scoffed and laughed out my anger,it's like chris dosent want to make a commitment to us right now. I can't believe him,we have a baby and another one on the way. He's being such an ass." No one told you that you have to comfort me besides i don't need your comfort ,i have myself". I shot back. He gave a tense look and glanced at me then my stomach." You can have yourself". He said loosing his tone of anger.He marched towards the closet and slammed the suitcase on the floor,he started fill it up with all of his stuff ." Well fine you can leave because i don't need you". i said. I stared to loose my sense of being angry,my mind went off track and started being sad. I couldn't help but start to cry, i can't hold back my tears." i don't need you". I sobbed. I looked at chris straight in his face,i'm not going to hide my tears to where he can't see. I can be brave and cry in front of him. He grinned a little and stared at the suitcase he was about to close right in front of him. He looked back at me while closing it and stood up on his feet,i could hear the sound of combat boots as he walked towards the door. I watched as Chris was grasping on the door knob with his head faced towards the floor,he looked back at me and sighed. To me this is a sad moment,the moment where i loose all hope in myself and life,in others and family. I faced towards what once was our bed,if Chris walks out the door it's now mine. I stared playing with my My cheamical romance spirit board shirt and lightly chewing on my lip ring. The sound of his shoes continued again,Chris knelt down in front of me and stared into my blue eyes. I stared back. He kissed my lips softly and grinned again,he walked back towards the door and spoke"I need time,maybe a break. But i'll be back. I promise". With that he left.He promised

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