My way of escaping.

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So anyone else want to kill themselves. Like really badly.  I feel as though no one would care. No. I know no one would care. I ask for help and it seems everyone is just oblivious. My brother said that I'm dramatic and my mom forces me to take care of her and she's an abusive drunk. Havnt seen my dad in ten years. No one cares about me. My best friend is so self absorbed I do what I can to cheer her up even if it's about stupid things but she doesn't give two shits about me. Nope not one. I'm just so scared about what's going to happen after I die. No one knows. I just want to die. That's all.