🌙 EIGHTEEN

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VERONICA

I smile when I feel the wind touch my face it's been a while since makalabas ako and natutuwa ako na nakalabas ako I don't really like hospitals lalo na ang amoy feeling ko mas nagkakasakit ako bukas na ko ooperahan dahil nakikita nila na dapat na gawing ang surgery pero aaminin ko natatakot ako sa mga possibilities

Naupo naman ako sa bench dito sa maliit na park ng hospital nurse lang ang nag babantay sa akin dahil di pa dumadating sila Zenny na kapalitan ni kuya na kanina lang umalis nag away pa nga kami dahil ayaw niya ako iwan pero kailangan siya sa company kaya napaalis ko rin

"Veronica" napalingon ako sa tinig na tumawag sa akin it's not familiar to me,
Nang makita ang may ari ng tinig nagulat ako at napatingin pa sa paligid

"Oliver's not here pumunta ako mag isa, And you really think na dadalhin ko siya dito?" Saad ni Isabel

Napatingin namn ako sa kanya "anong kailangan mo?"

"Buti naman at tama ang binigay na hospital ng kaibigan mo" lumapit siya sa akin at umupo medyo malayo sa akin

"I'm here to tell you na tigilan at patigilin mo na si oliver" She said not looking at me

Kunoot noo naman akong napatingin sa kanya "And why would I do that?" Iritang tanong ko

"Are you that stupid? Oh baka di niya pa sinabi sayo that he has a phobia" nangliliit na sabi niya

"Sinabi niya yun sakin" inis na sabi ko

"Then alam mo na kung bakit? You are sick and we don't know you might not last long" she smirk and I feel fear in my heart
"At kung sinabi na sayo ni oliver ang past niya you should know na masasaktan lang siya kapag nalaman niyang nandito ka at may sakit"

I blink and feel tears no...I love him I can't let him go "No...gagaling ako actually bukas na ang surgery ko!" Medyo sigaw ko sa kanya dahil nanghihina pa rin ako

"Huh! Are you that selfish wala kang kasiguraduhan you will just drag oliver in this pain and you will just make him remember the pain he was trying hard to forget!" she scream na may basa na rin sa mata I was shocked dahil sa inaasta niya

"Ano bang alam mo I love oliver ! Kaya nga diko sinabi sa kanya" sigaw ko rin

"You think matatago mo to sa kanya ng matagal? Siguro nga ngayon hinahanap ka na noon,And don't you dare tell me I know nothibg because I know everything! Because I was also there in those times she needs someone, at ngayon kapag nalaman niya to sino nag aagapay sa kanya hindi ba ako!", She said

I look at her I can't speak I don't know what to say I don't want to let oliver go but...she's right I will just make him feel the pain he felt back then What should I do! ! Napayuko na lang ako sa habang umiiyak

Naramdaman ko naman na tumayo siya
"Just don't contact him and I will take care the rest, don't be selfish if you really love him let him go and let him be happy" her last words bago mawala ang mga yabag niya

I jusy cried there hanggang sa dumating si Zenny and Danica they ask but I stay silent what should I do?  Oliver...

Right Oliver maybe I can talk to him right?

"Zenny...come on take me to oliver...please.." I stand and plead to them

"No Veronica You are sick ano ka ba!" Alalang sigaw ni danica

"She's right makakapag antay naman si oliver-"

"No! What if I don't get well please just this...help...me",I cry and plead

Napakagat labi naman umalis si Zenny at pagbalik ay may dala nang kotse

"Zenny?! Seriously? Naiisip mo ba ang gagawin mo?!!", Sigaw ni Danica

"Danica...please" I plead her she just look at me and close her eyer bago lumapit sa nurse may sinabi siya at umalis ito

"Saglit lang tayo okay!" Saad nito bago ako alalayan sa sasakyan

We drove away the hospital papunta sa cafe ni oliver I was nervous of something I don't know What if may mangyari kay oliver pag nakita ako isinuot ko ang malaking jacket na dala ni Danica para matakpan ang hospital gown ko diko rin tinannggal ang IV na nakahiga sa lap ko dito sa backseat nang makarating kame sa cafe naka close sign na ito kaya nalungkot ako

But the lights are still on and from the clear glass wall I saw oliver talking to Isabel , bigla akong kinabahan at natakot what if she already told him, pero kilala ko si oliver he was not that kind of guy, he will understand and he can still overcome his phobia maybe he can't start with me

we can't see them clearly pero kita ko ang kunot sa noo ni oliver pati ang pagbagsak ng balikat niya and then suddenly they just kissed kita ko kung paano hinawakan ni oliver ang pisnge ni Isabel,parang nag slowmo ang lahat I think everything just stop even my breathing

It was too sudden pero agad na inalis ko na ang tingin ko

"What the hell?!!!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Zenny But I can't move

"Let's go...please", saad ko na lang at umiwas ng tingin

"No!! That bastard and snake makakatikim sila sa akin!! How could they!!" Sigaw pa ni zenny

"Zenny....ple..ase...." Nahihirapan na saad ko

I feel numb but at the same time I feel hurt ,Does he not love me? What did Isabel tell him? Naniwala ba siya? No I know he love me but If he choose to be happy with someone I will not be selfish like Isabel said,

I just wish he was happy...

"Veronica!!" Last thing I heard before everything became dark

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