He passed away...june 19
I'm writing this on july 1 his funeral was a few days after his death
He passed away due to cirrhosis
I really thought I would get to see him for another few days atleast unfortunately that didnt happen.
I feel numb I cant cry but I feel empty and sad.
I havent been able to sleep
I dont feel tired but when I do fall asleep it's only an hour or two because I wake up in pain weather its from my heart aching physically or my injury since monday
I bet you now the absolute hell of a tailbone injury if you've ever injured it .it hurts alot. I wake up crying due to pain and its agonizing.
My mom offered to take me to the hospital but ever since my grandpa passed away I am kinda petrified of hospitals in general I always refuse even if I can barely get off the floor with my hands pushing me up since I feel like I will pass out from the pain
I want to die to get out of my misery but I cant do anything about it
Tomorrows another day....
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