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Dear diary,                                                                                                                                                              11/10/15

Its been a few days since we moved in.Turns out Keith is my mothers new boyfriend...i dont know what i was feeling...

was it anger,jelousy...

I wasnt sure what it was but i didnt like him for some reason, it was like a gut feeling to not trust him.My brother seemed fine with him.I didnt want to make a bad impression towards him nor did i want to anger my mother so i faked a smile.

Me and my brother sleep in the same room.Keith and my mother slept in theirs.

He seemed to know that i didnt like him because he would always try to get me to talk to him or offer toys and girly clothes to me...you would think that he was just trying to be nice or he never had any interactions with kids,but he had  1 brother and 2 sisters and a baby brother.Sure i would accept his offer but i always hinted that i didnt like the girly clothes seeing as i never wore them.

I always stayed in my room most of the time which is why he would try to talk to me...i developed that habit of staying in my room to avoid the arguing and fights from our old house,now that i think of it...its kinda funny of when my mother or father would always asked me why i always stayed in my room and always left the table to eat in my room without a word when they were eating together.Sometimes i wonder if they knew how annoying it was to listen to eachother arguing like little kids each day...sure me and my brother fought allot but it was because i wanted to keep him away from the truth of our parents.I sometimes avoid even talking to my brother because as the months go on the fighting gets worse.

Tomorrow's another day.

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