Lose (Jenlisa) - Sequel

we know better, so we'd both better go

Jennie's POV

'Love? Are you sure that you can handle it tomorrow?' Jisoo asked me as we made our way to bed, ready to sleep the exhaustion of the day.

'Yes, love. I think we all have to face the music now. It's been too long for it to be healthy. Lisa deserves to live her life.' I sighed.

Jisoo is all that I could ever ask for, and I wouldn't want to change anything with what we have right now. We both know that Lisa looks at me the way Jisoo does- with love and adoration, but my eyes are only for Jisoo.

My wife understands, of course, after all 'who wouldn't fall for you, Jendeuk?' was the line she always say to me when someone professes their adoration towards me.

I never meant for Lisa to take my actions the way she did. I love her and Chaeyoung like a sister. I would hold her hand when she feels nervous, or cuddle with her when she can't fall asleep because of how our individual fans bash her. I never thought that because of those actions of mine, her feelings grew stronger. I did the same with Chaeyoung when she feels homesick. Or when she feels discouraged whenever she's about to release a new solo album.

The only touches and cuddles that meant something more to me were the ones I shared with Jisoo.

'Will you be okay tomorrow, though?' I asked my wife back.

'Yes love. It's just the usual meeting. And if you're asking if I'm okay with you and Lisa having lunch together, then, yes. I trust you more than anyone in this world. Don't worry about me.' she said, kissing my foreheadto reassure me before adjusting our blanket. Jisoo may be playful and annoying most of the time, but when it comes to matters like this, she is the sweetest and most understanding person there is.

'I just hope Lisa won't be too broken after tomorrow, love. You know how much I care for our maknae.'

'Limario is a strong woman, love. And she knows better than to ruin something she knows is beautiful. That's why I trust her too. I also hope that she'll find someone to love more than she loves you. She deserves it.'

'I hope too, love. She deserves all the best things in life.'

'She does, and she'll have it.' Jisoo softly smiles at me. She knows that Lisa's heartbreak is inevitable, and there's really nothing we can do about it. We just hope that her heart will heal quickly and open it again to someone who deserves her love.

'Now c'mere, I want my Jendeukie sticking to me. I want cuddles. Ella has been hogging your attention and I don't get a lot of it these past few days.' my wife pouts as she taps the space bext to her.

'Are you seriously jealous of our child, Kim Jisoo?'

She closed her eyes and let out a dramatic sigh.

'Jennie, cuddles now, please. I'm Jisoo, and I'm not okay.'

'Aish, you really are a child. Scoot over.' I rolled my eyes but joined her in our bed, nonetheless.

'That's more like it, Mrs. Kim.' she wagged her eyebrows and smirked.

'Shut up or you're not allowed chicken for a week.'

'Yes, Ma'am.'

'Now hug me and let's sleep.'

'Yes, Ma'am.'

Jisoo turned off the bedside lamp and positioned herself to hug me from behind. She nuzzled her face against my nape before kissing the space below my ear.

'The things I do for chicken.' she sighed dramatically, again. 'Good night, my love. See you in my dreams.' she whispered as she slowly drifts off to sleep.

'Good night, love. I can't wait to wake up and love you more tomorrow.' I whispered back, knowing that my wife won't be able to hear me because she's now softly snoring.

I closed my eyes and let sleep consume me.

The last thing I had in mind was Ella, Jisoo, and our future together.

*to be continued