Lose (Jenlisa) - Sequel

I'm brittle at the parts where I wish I was strong

On their way out of the restaurant, with Ella gently perched on Lisa's arms, Lisa knew that she can never betray an innocent child. Or Jisoo, for sure. No matter how much she feels for Jennie, it can never compare to how Jisoo and Jennie feel towards each other.

She feels her resolve on making Jennie hers fading with every step she takes towards their cars. She's always lost and confused whenever her thoughts are about the cat-eyed girl.

Love definitely makes you crazy.
Love definitely makes you blind.
But Lisa is now unsure if it's the truth she still wants to have.

Lisa was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't realise that they are already in the parking lot in front of their cars. She was only brought out of her reverie when she hears Jisoo calling her name softly.

'Yaah, Limario, I think Ella has fallen asleep on you. Don't be stupid and don't shout or else she's gonna wake up and cry.' Jisoo said, almost whispering to avoid disturbing her napping child.

Lisa slowly looked at Ella's sleeping face, a gentle and almost dreamy smile on her lips.

'She really looks like Jennie unnie. So beautiful.' she softly said, forgetting the fact that Jennie and Jisoo can hear her.

Jennie and Jisoo looked at each other the moment they heard what Lisa unintentionally said out loud.

And they knew.

They both know what their maknae feels towards Jennie, and what Lisa said just gave them the confirmation that Lisa still have those feelings for Jennie.

Jisoo let out a quiet sigh, slowly removing Ella's sleeping figure on Lisa's arm and gently placing her on the baby seat, making sure that all the straps were in place.

Lisa watched how careful and attentive Jennie and Jisoo were with their child and she can feel her heart being crushed. She now knows that she only have two options:

1. Pursue her plan on making Jennie hers, and

2. Leave Jennie, Jisoo, and Ella alone and spend the rest of her life loving Jennie from afar.

But she knows that these two options will end drastically, maybe because she sees how Jennie is so in love with Jisoo and their child so the first option is not really a choice she can make- no matter how much she wants to.

'Lis, can we have lunch again tomorrow? There's just something I want to talk about.' Jennie said, looking at Lisa with a hint of trepidation in her eyes.

'Of course, unnie. I'm free tomorrow so we can hang out.' Lisa smiled, excited at the thought of spending time with Jennie yet worried at the same time.

'Yah, Limario, make sure that you don't embarrass my wife while you're having lunch tomorrow.' Jisoo playfully threatened Lisa, knowing that the maknae can do silly things when she's overly excited.

'You're not joining us, unnie? I thought it's going to be the three of us?'

'Naah, our company will be having our shareholders' meeting tomorrow and I have to be there.' Jisoo winked at her, and Lisa laughed at Jisoo's attempt to wink.

' Unnie, I believe you when you said you're Ella's mother, you don't have to wink. You look like you're going to fall asleep.'

'Told you. Ella may look like me, but she's definitely got a lot of her other mommy's qualities.' Jennie said, playfully shaking her head as if disappointed that Ella got some of her qualities from Jisoo.

'I just hope my daughter will not grow up like her.' she continued, letting out a dramatic sigh.

'Okay, that's enough. Jendeuk, get in the car.' Jisoo said, trying to sound strict, but failed to do so when Jennie laughed at her antics.

'Well, see you tomorrow, Lis. I have your number saved so I'll text you the details.' Jennie informed Lisa as she steps into the car.

'Sure unnie, see you tomorrow.'

'Bye, Limario! I'll see you when I can. Let's eat chicken!' was what Lisa heard before she heard the slamming car door.

Lisa waved at them as their car started to leave the parking lot.

A smile on her face, and a brick in her heart.

*to be continued.