Hatred Into Love Every Witch Way Jemma Fanfiction *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 82 Hurt

(A Few Months Later)

Emma P.O.V

In case you were wondering why we haven't been going to school is because we are on spring break. I am now eight months pregnant so one more to go. I was thinking of adopting because I always wanted to have four children but i just want to adopt one for now.I skipped down to Jax;s dorm Diego opened the dorm door.

"Hey Emma." Diego said.

"Hi Diego." I said back.

"So what do you need?" He asked.

"I just need to talk to Jax." I said.

"JAX!" Diego yelled behind him.

"Coming!" Jax said shortly coming.

"Can I talk to you." I asked him.

"Yeah." He said.

"Privately." I shortly said after.

Diego nodded and then pushed Jax out of the room shutting the door after.

"What do you need to talk about?" Jax asked me.

"Well you know how I kinda got fatter?" I asked.

"Yeah but you still look beautiful as ever." Jax complimented me.

I blushed.

"Well that's because...I'm pregnant." I said nervously.

"Wait what?" Jax asked.

"I'm pregnant." i whispered so only Jax would hear.

"You're what?" Jax asked taken back.

"It's yours." I added so Jax wouldn't doubt it.

"I also want to adopt one more child." I said.

Jax's face was mixed with nervousness,worriedness and shockness.I can tell why.

"I was thinking we could adopt today." I said quietly.

"Yeah sure." Jax said.

"Okay do you want to go now since I have my bag and all that." I said.

"Yeah sure." Jax said.

Diego quickly opened the door and tossed the keys to Jax and shut the door.Jax caught them.

"They really have you covered." I said laughing.

"Yeah." Jax said staring at his dorm door.

"How long have you been pregnant." Jax quickly asked.

"Ummm...Ei-i-ght months." I stuttered.

"Oh." Jax said.

I could tell he was kind of sad.Probably because I haven't told him I was pregnant for eight months.At least he didn't react too much.Me and Jax went through the glass doors and into his car.We started to drive to this orphanage center.It was silent which made the car ride pretty awkward.We soon arrived at the orphanage.

Jax P.O.V

I felt hurt broken and depressed.(no offense to depressed people.Depression is serious and I hope people out there are getting better please don't make the situation worse and self harm.There are people out there who strongly love you.I love every single one of you even if I don't know you.)I've felt like this for months ever since Emma cheated on me.It was killing me in the inside that she haven't told me for seven months.What made the situation worse is that Emma's pregnant.If I break up with her that will be hard for the children especially the newborn.Now since I thought this situation couldn't get worse but it did which made the situation worse.Emma is pregnant.I love Emma but the though of her cheating on me breaks me.I just can't handle it.I just want to let everything out.My father said people who let things out are weak.I have to be strong.I have to hold it in even if it hurts.I have to forget.I have to just suffer through the pain.The pain I'm feeling is unbearable.I can't handle it.It's too much to handle.Why did this happen to me?To think I'm a strong person I'm not.The pain is unbearable.I'm sure my father would be beyond disappointed in me but to know that the person you're in love with is cheating on you with somebody you hate is horrible.It's funny how you can fake a smile so easy but nobody knows.You can just act like nothing happened and nobody knows the pain you're feeling.They think you're perfectly fine when you're not.They think you're life is perfect even though in reality you're feeling broken.What's worse is there is nobody there for you.My mom is dead.Charisma is dealing with her own problems.My dad is horrible.Nobody else is there for me.

Okay you may be like whoa at the big speech Jax had. I actually put my heart and soul into that speech.I think that speech will make you understand better the pain Jax is feeling. Also double update! Anyways Baiiiiiiiiiiii Sailors ~J