I left Kevin's house at around five in the morning. I came back to my apartment and went straight to the washroom. The warm shower water fell down on my skin. I could remember what happened yesterday night. We were drunk, but my vision was clear of what I did. I sudden rush of guilty made my stomach ache. She was a fucking virgin, shit' I thought to myself. There was no problem of being a virgin but the problem was me. I was her first, i should have been careful, I knew my intentions. I know I'm not that kind of boy who will settle down, I should have avoided the situation. Now she will definitely wants a relationship with me.
I know these virgins are like this, they want have a relationship after wards and be married. Even the thought of marriage makes me puke. As I was in my thoughts I heard my iPad started ringing. I took a towel and wrapped it around my waist and went to attend the call.
*Jin hyung in coming call*
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"Hey, hyung good morning" I wished him as soon as I picked up the call.
"Where were you?" Jin asked me , for some reason he was looking tensed. "In the bathroom" I smiled a bit to make lighten up his mood.
"Where we're you last night?" I can clearly see his face getting red as he asking me this questions. "Umm, I was in Kevin's house, his mother wanted me to come over before I leave for Korea" I said.
"There something I need to talk to you about, Namjoon" okay now I was tensed because when he calls me by my name, it's something serious. "You remember Jisoo?" He continued. "Jisoo? Oh my Jisoo noona?" I said shocked. "Yes, Jisoo, so recently she and I are partners, actually me and her father" he stated.
"Why are you working with her, brother? Don't you remember what happened years ago, huh? You forgot how she made you feel?" I spoke without any break. "I was only 15 but I saw you crying every night" I was now mad at him. "You remember Jennie?" and that was the question that made my head shake.
Once upon a time I was a normal kid too, so when my brother started dating Jisoo noona, her little sister also used to come with her. Back then Jimin and Tae was 10 years old and, Jungkook was 5. Me and Jennie used play all day long. She was 2 years younger than me. One day I remember proposing her that I loved her, and I still remember her smiling and telling me if I'll keep my promise or not. Surely I didn't, funny right what I thought was childhood infatuation, turned out to be the reason why I couldn't find anyone else. I couldn't be committed to anyone. Because I break promises. Because I'm not a keeper.
"What happened to her?" I tried to pretend as careless as I could. It's been years I didn't heard from her. "She is in Miami" Jin said. What the hell is he saying?! Jennie is here? But she probably don't even remember me now. "So? She could be anywhere" I forced a smile to my brother. "She left Korea to attend your concert, Joon" now I saw shattered. She came to my concert? How ?
