Sweet Devotion (Lady Dimitrescu X fem reader!)

(Chapter 13) fear of abandonment.

You leap from your placement and run after your Misstress, who was already halfway up the stairs, running through the hallway holding back tears trying to catch up to you lady, feeling anxious from being away from her. 

you finally find her at the top of the stairwell, chuckling to herself as she says, "Oh Y/N did you miss me." 

You run up the stairs and then hug her leg, not wanting to let go, almost like a small child, as you reply, "Yes, very much, don't leave me again-- please."  her face softened. You were surprised in yourself as to why you felt so needy and vulnerable, but she could sense your emotions, and she dropped the teasing. You lifted your arms in the air and whimpered; she just smiled at you, lowering herself to your level, extending her arms around you, then began to cradle you. 

 She still held the unknown flask in one of her hands, but you were no longer bothered by it; all you needed was the comfort and security of your loving embrace. 

As you covered your face with her chest, feeling tears rolling down your face and an overall panic attack approach,  then you hear your mistress say, "Oh my darling, what is the matter" she sounded concerned.

You don't answer her. Instead, you hold her tighter as she begins to walk along the corridor to a locked room; as you both enter, you lift your head to see her place the flask on a table then turn to leave again. The room was ice cold, and the temperature seemed to stay on your tongue even when you had both left the room. 

 she enters her bed chambers and sits down on the bed, fully embracing you, rocking you back and forth within her grasp, and moving her hand through your hair; as she keeps you close, she says, "Now pet, what has upset you so, I am sorry if I have done anything." 

you look up at her, your eyes stained with tears as you choke out. "No, no, mistress, it's not your fault. I-" you stop as you feel your lady's hand soothingly caress your back. You felt safer now, and the anxiety was becoming more manageable; your lady just listened to you and your heartbeat, making sure you were ok.  

She looks down at you, her calling eyes watching over you like a protective lioness protecting her cup; the realization that you were safe was so gratifying. You bring one of her hands into your own and hold it feeling her fingers interlock with yours as she squeezes slightly; you smile as you say, "I'm sorry for that mistress" you look away, embarrassed by the little scene you caused. 

Her hand goes under your chin, moving you to make eye contact as she replies, "My lubirea mea, there is no need to apologize. Emotions and memories are very challenging." you felt comforted by her words. Your body starts un tense and relaxes into your lover's form;  "there that's it," she coos, kissing your forehead, leaving a crimson lipstick mark in its place. 

You nuzzle into her, feeling her heartbeat now in rhythm with yours. You knew you had found your soulmate; your other half, you look at her, your E/C (your eye color) glowing in the candlelight as you say "i-" you choke on your own words, but before you could panic, your beloved utters "Yes dove." 

"i-i love you," you whisper, all the emotion you had jammed inside of you as of how much you did love her was almost burning you;  she blushed, flustered by your words.

 Realizing that probably no one had said it to her other than her daughters, and they were not that affectionate as far as you were aware.  She didn't answer. She just leaned in and kissed you passionately, which you understood to be her way of expressing her answer. 

The Next Day

You awoke early the following day with the sun shining through the window; you can hear the sound of running water echo through the room as you get up to investigate. Only to be greeted by your beloved's stunning body submerged withing a red liquid; she looked so peacefully that you felt terrible to interrupt her with your presence. 

Before you exited the room to give your lover some well-deserved pieces, you hear her say, "Now that was a loveling good morning" she sounded genuinely hurt, and this caused you to run to her ignoring the red substance she was bathing and ran to her still clothed.

you hugged her and kissed her neck, and you repeatedly apologized then said, "Goodmorning, my love, did you sleep well."  

she chuckled as she held you in her grip, beginning to remove your blood-soaked nightgown and undergarments. "My ridiculous little mouse," she replied as she explored your now naked body in the red liquid; you let out a soft moan as she caresses your nipples with her fingertips. 

Now your body was tingly and excited, and your hands moved up and down your mistress back feeling her strong from pressed up gents your weak figure,  your hands moved down to her heat teasing her now throbbing clit. 

She let out a loud growl as you move your fingers side to side, up and down in a continuous pattern letting your lover almost whimper "fuckkkkkkkk," she growls; at this point, she was grinding on your two fingers the overall pleasure was very much enjoyable for the both of you. 

Feeling yourself get needier and needier, you feed off her pleasure, putting your lady in this state made you feel powerful as you hear one final grown to escape your mistress's perfect lips as she leans back from you out of breath from her long-lasting orgasm. 

She grabs you and pulls you in closer to her head, resting on her chest feeling her breathing was rapid and fast; you move a dark lock of hair behind her ear as you smile, fully knowing that you were screwed. 

You both never did make it breakfast that morning...