(One-Shot 1) To be anxious.

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(I can't let go of this series lol it means too much to mee so here is the start of my ONE-SHOTS ayyyyy! The one-shots may be personal to me, but I hope yall can fine closer with them too :) )

When things got tough, you would hide in a little nook in the library; this could happen when your beloved was on the phone or out somewhere, but it happened most when she was not there. 

You curled up into a ball trying to protect yourself from the bad thoughts, clutching a pillow for comfort repeating your beloveds name in your head.

You didn't know what had triggered the anxiety, but you knew you wanted to get rid of it as soon as you could. 

Struggling to breathe, feeling your heart raising agents your rips, holding in a pain-filled cry, the familiar sound of your beloved heels agents the marble floor came closer and closer until the door to the library opened. 

"Sweet mouse, are you in here" hearing her beautiful voice over the ones in your head, your breath hitched, as tears started to fall down your face, 

"Oh dear, what the matter" she walked swiftly over to you, gathering you in her arms, dropping the pillow you allow yourself to embrace your mistress. 

"I- I don't", you splutter, just burning your head into the crook of your mistresses neck; the sweet, safe smell of her perfume somehow helped calm you. 

"There, their draga ", she cooed softly, holding your head, bounding you slightly, and she walked over to her armchair, 

sitting herself down, she lifted your chin, making you look at her, feeling her thumb stripe under your eyes, clearing any tears in the leather of her gloves. 

"Now, little mate, what's gotten you so worked up" she kissed your forehead, allowing you to rest your head on her chest as she combes her fingers through your hair. 

"I don't know; I think I just panicked", looking up to her non-judgemental eyes, getting lost in the golden beauty she was. 

Your mistress's presence always made you feel safe; the golden mark that was now imprinted on your neck was a constant reminder that your mistress loved you. 

"You do worry, don't you daring" she chuckled, kissing your lips, the crimson lipstick imprinting on you, only making it more special. 

"I know", chuckling yourself,  laying back onto her chest, loving your fingertips over her colour bone, her smooth pale skin connecting with your cheek. 

Your beloveds hand moving slowly up and down your back, allowing all the anxiety to flow away with your tears. 

(I'm sorry for how short this is; I just wanted to get a feel of the series! if you guys enjoyed this plz tell me, and I will continue :) if you have any suggestions about what you want one shot to be about, TELL MEEE please I want to write things people want! <3 )

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