Gorillaz and me (PT 4)

Chapter 6

"Sia. Calm down. It's alright."
I shot up as I felt a cold cloth on my head.
Opening my eyes to the light coming through my window, I squinted. Seeing 2D, Russel, and Noodle right beside me. Cy was holding a small bucket of water as Ace stood at the doorway.

"It's alright lov' 'i was jus' a bad dream."
2D grabbed ahold of my hand and looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.
Looking around i realized now that it was in fact a dream.

"Is she alright?"
Ace leaned against my doorframe, looking at me concerned.
"She had me scared out of my wits."

"S-She's alright Ace."
Noodle replied running fingers through my messy blonde hair.
"She gets this way when she's...stressed."

I watched as 2D then pulled out the bottle of cider from underneath my pillow.

"An' I don't fhink dis helps wifh stress at all. Does i'?"

"Sia-Chan? Have you been hiding alcohol in your room these past few weeks?"

"N-No."
I responded grabbing for it but instantly feeling dizzy. I hardly ever felt dizzy.
"It's not what it looks like. It's non-alcoholic. I swear!"

All three of them looked at me, knowing well that I was lying.

"Sia..."
Russel let out a sigh of disappointment. All of them looked...deeply disappointed in me. Deep down it made me want to cry...but. I couldn't. I wouldn't. I wont.

"So what? I drink! Mudz drinks all the time and he doesn't get moaned at for it. I have one bottle of cider in my room and you surround me like a flock of nit-picky pigeons!"

"Sia yew're Sixteen!"
2D began to argue back, but before he could finish I cut him off.

"Ye'h i'm sixteen. I'm not twelve anymore! I'm aloud to make my own decisions!"
I shouted at him. For some reason due to shouting it felt like anger was just...bubbling up inside me. So as I should I let it brew.
"Be-Besides. Yew have no righ' to be havin' a go. You're not even me DAD! So 'f anybody should be having a go at me it's Mudz. And guess what, he isn' here! So I suggest you tuck your li'le tail between your legs and beat it before I have someone knock some sense into yew fo' once!"

"SIA-CHAN!"
Noodle snapped at me as I watched as 2D ran out of the room. Ace chasing after him.
Good riddance.
I looked directly at Noodle holding in a growl.

"Wot?"

"You that's what!"
She snapped getting her usually heavy Japanese accent whenever she got angry.

"What about me!?"
I shouted which was then responded with a backhand to the head.

That...was my first actual fight I got into with Noodle.
Having Russel holding Noodle and By holding me back so we couldn't actually hurt each other.

"わがままな子! ここに住むのが嫌なら、お母さんと一緒に住んでください!"

I couldn't understand all she said but I can easily put two and two together.

"F-Fine! I WILL!"
I shouted at her finally starting to cry.
"I'll leave and I won' EvAh cOmE bAcK!"
My voice cracked as I yelled at her. Having Cy hold me back was no help at all.

"良い！私たちはあなたのような子供を必要としません!"

"I don' wan' tO bE 'eRe AnEwAy! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I FFFFFFFUCKING HATE YOU!"
I shouted as Noodle was being lead out by Russel, mumbling out in Japanese as Russel was trying to calm her down. I slammed my door as hard as I could through my anger.

I had never seen Noodle so angry...nor have I ever actually fight her. She must have really meant it.
As I heard shouting outside my room my anger soon turned into regret and guilt.
I ran my fingers through my hair as i sniffled.
"I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean it."