Strawberry milk girl. (Nagisaxreader)

Strawberry milk

Okay, please don't take the body part seriously. You're the most beautiful being and if other people don't accept you with your beautifulness then it's their lost. I just wrote it as a joke, you don't need a 'beautiful' body to get a boyfriend, you just need to find the right person that will love you no matter what whether it's in a friendly or romantic way. Also, I'm not sure if I should add a trigger warning to this chapter. I decided to add this part, I'll explain. I don't know why, but when something bad happens I relate a specific thing to it and whenever I see it I feel like throwing up and sometimes even shake or get headaches. So I'm adding something similar in this chapter.
(Y/N)'s POV
I start walking to school, I couldn't sleep. So I decided to got to school early. I sit at the bus stop waiting. It will take a while for it to arrive, maybe I should walk to school. I guess we could use some exercise. I look at my tummy. Right buddy? Maybe then we'll get a boyfriend. I chuckle as I start running to school. Finally made it. We're okay without boyfriend, body, we're never doing this again. 5:30, maybe I should have walked instead of running. The school's doors don't open until six. I already had breakfast. Guess I'll just sit and drink my secret milk recipe!

I take out a book and start reading while drinking milk. I hear voices coming from afar. I suppose it's students since the school gates almost open. "(Y/N)-San, nice to see you. You're early." I move my head upwards to see Rei and Hazuki. "Yes, I couldn't sleep. Good morning to you both." "Strawberry milk girl!" Hazuki hugs me all of a sudden. "What's up Hazuki-San? Do you want strawberry milk?" "Yes!" I open one of the pockets in my bag and took out a strawberry milk carton, my hands shake while I give it to him for some reason. "You didn't bring an extra bag for your milk cartons?" "I don't feel like drinking milk today, the one I already drank is enough for the day." "Is there something wrong?" "No, I just don't feel like having milk today." "Are you sure, we can share it!" Hazuki moves the milk closer to me. I gag, I stand up and run towards a trashcan nearby. I throw up.

Rei and Hazuki following after me. "I... don't feel so good. I think I'm going home, p-please tell Kou and the teachers I'm not feeling well." I start walking away. "Strawberry milk girl!" I stop walking and turn to Hazuki. "What?" "You can't walk all the way to your house like this, you're pale." I look at my hands seeing them shake. "I'm fine, I can walk thank you very much, now leave me alone." "(Y/N) you can't go like this. I'm calling your parents to pick you up." "They're out... as always." "Then I'll call my mother." "Just let me go to my house already! Can't you tell I don't wanna be with either of you right now?!" "..." I sigh. "I think I'm going to leave before I mess up anything else."

Hazuki came closer. "Healing hug." He hugs me. That smell, that sickening sweet smell. A disgusted expression forms on my face. "Get off me..." "What?" I push him. "I said get off me god damn it!" I gag, I cover my mouth and start running to my house. As soon as I arrive I run to the bathroom, but by the time I reached it I didn't feel like throwing up anymore. I think I'm going to sleep.