My autobiography

Been a while

     Hey guys I know it had been a while since I have told you my story but here we are again. My life in the navy has its up and downs but it mostly has its downs I have had more bad days in the navy then anything the only thing that ever kept me going was my fiancé because if it wasn't for him I'm pretty sure I would have gone crazy by now and not in a good way😂. I first started knowing I was in love with him the first time I met him he was so sweet, kind, and gentle.
       On our first date I wore some clothes that would make me a little cold but didn't know it because I didn't know where we were going but I got cold and he did something I never expected he grabbed me and pulled me into his jacket and kept me warm. After that moment I wanted to do the same for him and keep him safe just as he did for me.
        On my first deployment before I left we cried together because we didn't want to be apart from one another but we had to so I had to leave and he would have to wait for me. At first I thought he would get tired of waiting for me but he never did he sent me things I thought that no one would ever do but he did and I felt so happy every time I got something from him because it meant he was still waiting for me to get back and that he still loved me. Through have way of our deployment we haven't hit a port and COVID hit so we wouldn't ever hit a port so we spent 206 days out to sea with no port I went a little crazy and went into depression I sat in a corner and I rocked back and forth I didn't want to eat I didn't even want to talk to anyone I just sat there and cried.
        When my deployment was done guess who was waiting for me. Yep my fiancé I was so happy that I got to see him again, have his smell around, cuddle him, kiss him, and most of all sleep next to him.