My autobiography

My fathers second side

Okay so my father hates to be embarrassed and outdone and so he alway had two sides he had the side that he would beat us and he had the side where he was the kindest person in the world and he would always act like he was the kindest person in the world around others.
So to continue where I left off we moved to temple and my uncle though marriage had 4 kids we loved to go over to his house and play with the 3 that were always there. Well when my father was there he acted like a completely different person with my cousins and I envied them because of it and I wished my father was as nice to us as he was to them. But I never really understood why he was so nice to them what was it about them that made them more important to him then his own kids.
      Another habit my father started to develop was that he had to have a person sleep in the same bed with him so that he could fall asleep but he didn't really care if the other person got sleep at all. My sisters and I would always get so annoyed with him because of it but we knew better then to tell him that we didn't want to sleep with him because he would have got mad and said that "nobody ever loves me" but in all reality that was starting to be the case.