My autobiography

Virginia

  Know this is where things get interesting in my life because I meet the one someone that changes my life. When I got to my a-school I was like this is going to be good but it wasn't as good as I thought it was going to be. I loved walk since i was a kid so I liked that things were a little far because I got my exercise in but when the first day my school actually started we met our instructors one was a male and the other a female.
     But right after we met them I found my male instructor cute and I had a crush on him and through out a-school i had thought he had a crush on me too because of the way he kept acting around me and he kept touching me when he walked by me. But that's now who changed my life that was someone else and we will get to him soon but to continue with my story.
       The first few day's during a school we sat in a class room and learn the safety stuff before going into the kitchen. The very first thing we made was potato salad, the second was breakfast like eggs, bacon, and pancakes and we cooked a lot of different things but after that we went to the baking lab and this was the funnest for me because I love baking so much. 
        After we had finished the baking lab we went into the big kitchen to cook for everyone and that was quite exciting until we actually started cooking because that's when things started to get stressful because I ended up with 4  different jobs I was first the JOOD which hands the storage which is basically the pantry, I was the galley watch caption, I worked in the ward room, and I actually cooked. During my time there I had a lot of fun but there is one thing I haven't said yet and that is I started talking to the love of my life there but it was only on my phone.
     We had started talking and I was already falling in love with him but then he did something dumb that really ended his chance with me and I stopped talking to him. I graduated on my birthday on November 7th and then I was put on hold for about 1 or 2 weeks.
      Then when I finally got my orders I was so happy and then I went home to see my family and I o only told my sister I was coming home because I wanted to surprise my mother.  I had surprised her so much she was like what are you doing here and I told her everything I stayed at home for a while but things started to heat up with my old instructor and he did something I didn't think he would have done. But after we had that moment he started avoiding my texts and then after a while we completely stopped talking.
       After thanksgiving I came back to Virgina to go to my ship and I was happy at first and I got a rack to sleep on but I froze the first night because I didn't have thick blankets so the next day my sponsor took me around base and then to the big NEX and I bought all new pillows, covers, sheets, and pillow cases. After a while I kept talking to guys on a gay dating app and then one guy had convinced me to go on a date with him and I was so nervous because I had never been on a date before.
    We went to go watch a movie it was Called frozen 2 but something else happened because we didn't get all the way through the movie if you get what I mean.  But after a while he kept trying to say that he wasn't in the mood to go out or he was tired always making up a excuse. So I stopped talking to him and then I found one guy that I thought was cute but this guy seemed familiar to me and I couldn't place it so I started asking him hey have we talked before and he said idk maybe I talk to a lot of guys so I could have. I got a little jealous because I now know who he was.  
     He was the guy I was talking to in a school and the one who fucked up his chances but I took a screen shot of his Snapchat and sent it to him and asked is this you. He replied yeah and I said so we have talked before he then took a screenshot of his oldest messages and it was a lot of guys names I got a little mad and Jealous because I wanted him to my self.
      After that he added me back on snap and he said oh I see why we stopped talking if you don't want to talk to me that's fine but I said no your fine I don't even really care anymore I want to get to know you so we went on a date.