The Truth (A karmy fanfiction - lesbian story)

Chapter 8

After being watched 24/7 and no visitors besides my family and once from Shane for 2 weeks, I was released from the hospital. I guess I should've been happy that I was finally going home and would be in my own bed but the thought of school lingered in my mind and I dreaded every thought of it.

I could barely even get out of bed. School would be complete hell, I can only imagine the rumors now. But with school also came the people, Karma would be there. I hadn't talked to her since the hospital and to be honest I wasn't looking forward to the next chat. Why would I be? She broke my heart into a million pieces and then changed her mind. It feels like a game and I don't want to play it anymore.

"Try to have a nice day, Amy. If you feel upset just call me and I'll bring you home. Love you" My mom hollered while dropping me off at school.
Everyone was staring at me. They weren't mean or dirty glances but more like I was the new kid and everyone was dying to know about my life. I put on a pair of sun glasses I found in my mom's car and my beanie making sure to keep my head down and walk as fast as possible.
"Hey Amy! Where ya been?" Shane questioned bumping into me while walking to my locker.
I gave him a dirty glance, "You know exactly where I've been." I looked over my shoulder just in time to make awkward eye contact with Karma. I hate that our lockers are so close.
Shane followed my stare, "You know you're gonna have to talk to her sometime. She's been worried sick."
"I'm not talking to her Shane. I can't. I can't take the pain of looking her in the eye without wanting to cry. I just, I can't" I whispered to him while shoving books into my locker.
"Look I get it but shes coming over here right now so you better figu-"
Karma cut him off, "Amy can we talk."
"No."
"Ams"
"Don't call me that."
Shane starting walking away, "I don't really do cat fights. I'll talk to you guys when the peace treaty is signed." I reached to grab his arm but he was already too far away.
"Amy," Karma continued, "Please dont hate me."
"Hate you? God I wish I could hate you! I wish that all I wanted to do was ignore you but I can't. I don't know why I can't, maybe it's because you were my first love or that you were my best friend. But I can't. All I want to do is run up and hug you and never let you go, but I can't do that either. You're the poison in my veins Karma. You only hurt me and maybe thats not your goal but you still never get hurt. You can't just pretend to love me, love someone else, and then say that he was a mistake. We were the mistake, Karm. We did this."
"I'm sorry. I should've never started this."
"No," I continued grabbing a book and shutting my locker, "I should've known better than to get involved in another one of your plans."
I started to walk away "Amy please!" Karma pleaded grabbing my arm, "I never meant for any of this to happen..."
I turned to look at her, "Well I certainly didn't intend to fall in love with my best friend." I finished jerking my arm away and continued to class.

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okay super short chapter but i haven't been on the app in awhile so I'm just getting back into the flow.
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