chapter 4

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I waited for my parents car to pull out of our driveway and down the street before I left. I don't have a car of my own but the hospital was only one mile away.

I ran as fast as I could to the hospital. I could wait to see Amy. I never wanted to leave her again. And I think that's what love is: never wanting to be away from that person because when you aren't together you feel lost. I've never been in love before but I imagine that the person you love loves you back and makes you a better person. That's exactly what Amy does, I was just too dumb to realize it before she got hurt.

I pushed the door open to the hospital. It took 20 minuets to walk there but it felt like days. I was longing to just be a her bedside and hold her hand.

The nurses recognized me. They knew me and my relation to Amy but they didn't blame me, for once someone didn't blame me. This time was different though. Everything was quiet and slow moving. "What happened!?" I said to the nurse. She turned away. I ran to Amy's room where an empty bed was found. "WHERE IS SHE!?" I screamed, "WHERE THE FUCK IS MY GIRLFRIEND!?!" One of the male nurses put his hand on my shoulder lightly but with force.

I fell to the ground crying. The world crumbled around me as I hoped one of its pieces would hit me. The nurse helped me up and guided me out of the ICU. This couldn't be happening, I thought, Amy is not gone. She wouldn't leave me here, all alone, hating myself, that's not the Amy I know and love. The Amy who won't let me eat peanut butter, who got pubes in 2nd grade, the girl who has had my back through thick and thin, the girl who's heart I broke. Amy is not dead.

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AN:

Alright hope you liked it. I know I haven't updated in a looooong time but I've been really busy and yeah so. Well I cried writing this so I'm sorry if you cried reading it. I know it's a short chapter but I will update soon again I promise :)

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