AMY POV
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I must be dreaming, I thought, this can't be real. Karma loves me? I tried to speak but the words didn't come out, my jaw hung there like a broken hinge. I pulled myself together, "But after what? After me attempting suicide? After I was in a fucking coma Karma!? I had to basically die for you to love me, that all it took was my own life for you to feel the same? No. That's not fair. I'm not just your next charity case Karma, I felt so alone that I almost died, I ALMOST FUCKING DIED." I screamed. Nurses were staring from the halls but I didn't care I was so filled with rage.
"Am-" Karma started but I stopped her.
"I don't get why you pick me now? Why is it, because you feel bad for the suicidal lesbian? Well ladies and gents isn't that just pleasant!!?!?" I screamed into the echoing room, "You know what Karma, I don't want to see you." I could've said more but she started to break down and cry.
"Let me explain!" she screamed back yearning for me to give her the least bit of pity.
"Get out!!" I yelled in disgust I couldn't even look at her. I didn't want to see her crying. Those big, brown, puppy dog eyes filling with water and pleading for me to fall in love with them, again.
That was truly the real problem though, after everything, I was still in love with Karma. The girl who broke my heart, I was still incredibly in love.
"Please don't let this be the end, please." she whimpered out before leaving the room escorted by her parents, not that Karma would ever tell them the truth about us.
I watched her walk out of my room and the wing, "Why can't I stop loving you?" I whispered to myself so quietly that I could still hear the beat of my heart.
My mom walked down the hall with one of my nurses and took a seat in my room drinking her coffee. "I've missed 2 weeks of work but you know what they say, Karma always comes back around..... Too soon?" Way too soon mom, way too soon.
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really really short chapter sorry :( next one will be longer
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