little MCYT oneshots [REQUESTS ARE CLOSED♡]

i am sorry again

⚠️tw// mentions of past child grooming⚠️

Its absolutely ridiculous that people who haven't been in my  position tell me to get over what happened, it pains me so much to talk about and being told its something I can get over especially when I had similar situations PRIOR, and then being associated with BOTH OF THEM in a dating manner, its disgusting and disturbing that people think I loved both of the like THAT, I like one as a fan liking a creator for their content, at first it was me liking the other as a lover but now it was just as a friend,  its disgusting because it brings back horrible memories I've tried to hide away forever, I was groomed by multiple men around the ages 8-12 years old, I've tried to hide away the horrible memories but being shipped with both men disgusts me in every way possible....

I have already had a VERY hard month in June and its gonna get a lot harder July, I honestly feel like shit, so requests are gonna be hold, I need some time off. I am VERY sorry, im just not in a very good position and I have two angst chapters I have to write and I just dont want it to overpower with what I am feeling.

Again I am VERY sorry..