little MCYT oneshots [REQUESTS ARE CLOSED♡]

×My fear is..you×

🎭My Fear, Is..you🎭
Little: Sapnap
Caregiver: unknown
Tw// angst, panic attack, mentions of past abuse, swearing, mentions of suicide and self harm
Senario: sapnap is a little, but..his roomate doesn't know..and he's scared.
[Spoiler: there is fluff at the end]
Requested by: mandybere3
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Sapnap is a little, and he loved being in little space but his roomate Karl doesn't know that he's a little, sapnap wanted to tell him but he didn't know how, he was afraid of Karl sometimes.

Karl is sweet, kind and caring but sapnap thinks under all that sweetness, there's a bitter, cold hearted man, who won't accept him and call him a freak and a disgrace. Sapnap has panic attacks everytime he thought of Karl's answer.

Sapnap was alone currently, Karl was out with some friends, so sapnap decided it was a perfect time to regress and just have a me day, he was getting his little space stuff ready and the boxes open so when Karl comes home he won't have a hard time opening the boxes.

He was careful, and listened and looked to every sound the house or outside made, he was paranoid, he started to regret being regressed, his breathing was getting quick and was basically at this point gasping for air, he was on the verge of having a panic attack, so he closed his eyes and started taking deep breaths and petting his puppy stuffie he named blaze.

He eventually calmed down and started watching cartoons and coloring in his coloring book eating cookies, but as he was regressed, someone came home, and that someone was Karl.

Karl quietly observed his roomate, he didn't question a thing, he was actually excited that his roomate was a little because all of his friends had littles and he was the only one who didn't, he walked to his roomate and sat down next to him and stoked his hair a bit.

Sapnap currently was asleep, while Karl was stroking his hair, sapnap didn't know Karl was home, as he is asleep, Karl just admired his roomate, wondering why he wasn't told sooner that his roomate was a little.

Karl decided to carry sapnap to his bed so he can rest better, Karl tucked in Sapnap and walked out and closed his bedroom door, Karl walked downstairs and just smiled to himself, he went to go clean up sapnaps stuff and put it in the boxes neatly and put them back where they belong, witch he assumes is in his closet so thats what he did.

Karl then later cleaned the dishes sapnap used to make his snacks like a sandwich and just cookies and such, nothing really healthy besides fruits.

While sapnap was sleeping, he was having a hard time, by hard time I mean tossing and turning in his bed, he curled up into a ball a bit, and tears started forming in his eyes.

"Pwease..stay..." sapnap says.

"Im sorry I cant..promise me you will be good okay...? I love you sapnap, stay here I will be right back.." his last caregiver says  as he walks to the screaming drunk man.

Silence was later heard...all quiet.

Sapnap was hoping the scary man was gone, so he walked out and peeked only to be met with the drunken man holding his caregiver who had blood running down his face and blood everywhere, sapnap gasped and took a step back,looking at the maniac who killed his caregiver.

Sapnap wanted to run but he was to busy being in shock, he was later picked up by the man, sapnap tried to fight to make him let go, the smell of beer in his breath wasn't pleasing, he later felt pressure on his back, he was just thrown into the wall.