As salaamu alaikum. Hey everyone. This is a very long chapter that carries alot of pain emotions and romance.
There is also a very sensitive rape scene mentioned so if sensitive please skip that scene. I will write when it starts and when it ends.
Please don't give me any negative comments.
Enjoy.
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Not wasting any time I ran and grabbed the knife from her.
"No leave me," she cried as she fought with me but I was much stronger than her so I took the knife from her hand and threw it on the floor as I held her.
"Leave me! I don't want to live," she cried.
"Afreen listen to me," I shouted as I held her from the back and grabbed her hands against her chest.
She fought for a few minutes but eventually gave up but she was crying a lot. Turning her around I carried her and made her sit in the lounge and made her drink some water.
"Why would you do that?" I asked.
"Why did you save me she cried? You are not even happy with me, no one is. Everyone just pushes me around and I have to face hate and pain. Maybe it will be better if I die. I'll be by Allah. I know he loves all his children. I'll be happy," she cried as she placed her face in her hands.
"Affu. Stop crying, I said as I hugged her. Do you think that by killing yourself will make Allah happy? It's haram to take your own life. You will go to jahanum for taking your own life.
"I am already living in hell. How much more must I take? You hate me. You didn't even listen to me. Everyone felt I'm bad and I'm a gold digger. No one thought why it happened, why I did what I did or maybe I was forced to do it. They only believed it when they saw proof," she sobbed making me feel guilty.
Affu. Stop crying. I said wiping her tears. I'm sorry Jaan. I never knew what you went through. I should have asked instead of jumping to conclusions. After your parents left I read your diary and that is how I found out about what happened.
"You really hurt me," she cried.
"I know I said. I'm sorry," Meri Jaan.
"I need time. I can't forget everything in one go. Please give me time," she sobbed wiping her tears.
"Sure. Take as much time as you need. Why don't you wash your face? You have been crying a lot. I said wiping her tears.
She nodded and went to the washroom.
How could I do such a thing to her? She was so innocent but now I'll make things right. I won't hurt her. I'll stand by her through thick and thin. Whoever wants to hurt her will have to go through me first.
Afreen pov.
I washed my face and came out when I saw him standing there.
"Come let's go out to get something to eat," he said
"I already cooked," I replied.
"What nice did you make?" He asked
"Pasta. I said
"So you remembered I still love pasta," he asked.
I nodded my head as I played with my fingers.
"Let's eat," he said pulling me to the dining room.
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