𝑻𝒂𝒌𝒐𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒐 {Miya Atsumu}

~𝒞𝑜𝓃𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉³⁰~

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"Hina ?"

A slight shake woke me up with a start.

"You sleep ?"

I turned to Astumu and tried to make out his face despite the lack of light in the room.

"What the hell is going on ? Why are you waking me up in the middle of the night ?"  I grumbled, turning around to go back to sleep.

"I had an idea ! We're making a contract !"

I raised an eyebrow and faced him with a mocking laugh.

"A contract ? Can't it wait until tomorrow ?"

Atsumu opened the drawer of his bedside table and took out two small yellow handkerchiefs.  He grabbed a style and started to doodle on it.

"We promise that if we ever find ourselves outside of Japan, we will get together."

He handed me the handkerchief and I analyzed what was written.

Reunion contract.

"You are completely perched Tsum."

"Shut up and sign." He handed me his pen and signed my handkerchief.  "Now you'll have to accept if we meet again."

"And does the contract only work if we see each other outside of Japan ?" I asked a little skeptically.

"Exactly. Because if it's in Tokyo that would mean that our careers are not advancing and like you like me, we prefer our careers and well that fixes the problem." He said, signing in turn. "Now you take the handkerchief with my signature and I take yours."

He exchanged our tissues and put his back in his drawer.

"Go put yours away now before you lose it."  Atsumu ordered me as he lay down on his side.

"You really piss off Tsum."

"I know but you love me anyway."

And he was absolutely right.

I left the bedroom in search of my bag but my gaze fell on a crumpled old sheet of paper in the corner of the living room.
Using the flashlight on my phone, I picked it up so I could read what it contained.

Nothing.

Just a damaged blank sheet.
I then reached for a pen and started to scribble on it forgetting why I had left the room.

My thoughts turned to words.

Absence.
Love.
Fantasy.
Ill be.

Then my words became sentences.

I'm afraid of your absence.
Your love hurts me.
I have twisted fantasies.
I have this inner pain.

My words flowed freely on the paper.  I didn't even control what I wrote to the point that when the entire sheet was full I went to look for another.
Everything that came to my mind was transmitted to paper.
I wrote like it was my last day.

After a while, when two pages were completed double-sided I stopped and took a deep breath.
I got up and looked for Astumu's gym bag.
I folded the sheets together and found a small pocket in the bag where I hid them.

These words were meant for him, I knew it.

I put our contract away and returned to the room where Atsumu had already fallen asleep soundly.
I settled down next to him and in his sleep he reached out and hugged me.

This man was gentle when he wanted to.
Not that when he returned to his role as Dominant bothered him, but I liked that he was so gentle sometimes.

I tried to go back to sleep, but a pain that I already knew well took hold of my chest.
This feeling of embarrassment, uneasiness was back.
It was surely the stress of the approaching selection but I knew deep down that it was more than that anyway.

I put a hand on my chest and pressed my pajama top against my palm.
Atsumu leaned closer to me and groaned.  I then ran my hand through her hair and stroked it gently.

Sleep finally came after long minutes and I fell asleep with too many thoughts.

Stupid contract.

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