Forced Marriage To A Monteverde

Prologue

He looks at me like he loathes my existence. Totoo, he hates my existence. 

Pero anong gagawin ko ngayon? 

Hindi ko naman din siya maiwan kasi I took an oath na di ko siya iiwan no matter what.

Hindi naman ganitong buhay ang gusto ko. 

Gusto ko din mabuhay ng matiwasay at masaya. 

I also want to live a happy married life and not like this. 

I am nonexistent in his world. I am just his wife in papers. 

"Just in papers, Alyana," he said repeatedly.

Hindi ka naman niya talaga mahal Alyana kaya wag kang umasa.

Magtiis ka dahil ginusto mo yan. Sinasaktan ka na niya pero ano?

But he wasn't aware that he was hurting me, I defended him. 

Get out of my life! You ruined me!

Parang gumuho yung mundo ko.

And now I am lost.