two worlds apart.

delusion.

DID YALL SEE THE PEOPLE WATCHING MUSIC VIDEO-I CANNOT BREATHE

(a/n) : this chapter's gonna be less fluffier since I wrote too many fluff and I wanna try somethin new ;)

Conan pov

I took her to my house, holding her hand while I'm driving. I couldn't focus on driving that much, my head was filled with thoughts about her, my legs were shaking crazily. "Hey, Conan. Are you okay?" She asked to me worriedly, noticing the huge amount of sweat dripping on my face. 'Why is she asking me if I'm okay? Shouldn't I be the one to ask her that?'  I thought to myself. Y/n is just too kind and innocent, she cares for others so much. That was the reason I fell for her in the first place, but in this situation, I was just getting so mad at her. "Y/n, stop worrying about me! You're the one who has to be cared in this situation, why do you care for people so much??" yelled at her, not even realizing what I was saying. (she iz not happi conan apologize 😡)

Y/n just stared at me, her round eyes getting teary. I felt so bad for her, I totally didn't mean that at all. She's the most precious and important person in my life, I would never want to hurt her feelings. "Y/n I didn't mean-" "So you don't want me to care for you?" She interrupted as she glared at me, tears falling down her cheeks. At that moment, I felt my heart drop. I felt so bad, my heart was aching with pain. "No, y/n it's not like that-" I desperately shouted, making a bad attempt to apologize to her. "...I'm going home now." Y/n said as she slammed the door in front of me, storming away to her house. I sat there numbly for a second, not realizing what just happened. 'Y/n...left. How am I ever going to apologize to her...' I thought to myself as I miserably dropped my head on the steering wheel, my eyes getting teary and my face burning with regret and sorrow.

When I opened to door to my house, I almost cried more, realizing that the house was empty and y/n was not here. I fell to my knees and stared at the floor miserably. How could I ever live without her? At first, it was just a slight crush, I admit. But now...my feelings for her are too big to cover up. Everywhere I go, I keep thinking about her. She never leaves my head, her bright smile, round eyes, her cute personality...(omg cone u sound like a stalker lmao) I hated to let her go. No, I can't let her go. She's everything to me. I have to think of a way to apologize and make up to her.

y/n pov

I felt so bad after doing that to Conan. I know he was just worrying about me, I know...he was just caring for me. A lot. I started to cry again as I slumped on the floor, thinking about how dumb I was. I shouldn't have said that. I would never want to hurt his feelings. He's the most important person in my life, I can't risk losing him. He must be so disappointed at me. 'Stupid y/n, stupid. Why would you ever (kiss me-) say that to Conan?' I trudged to my bedroom and plopped on the bed, hoping this was a dream. 

yes, this is the end. haha. life sucks. i sprained my ankle today and fell off my chair and sprained it again. I'm not rly in the mood to write lmao so yea short and borin' episode. thank y'all for reading this <3