two worlds apart.

the end?

a/n : 💔

5 years later.

*Beep Beep Beep Bee-* "...Dang." I woke up to the sound of my usual, annoying alarm clock. My eyes were slightly blurry, and my hair was badly knotted. I really didn't feel like going to work today. Work at y/h/s(your high school) was worse than I expected, and being a substitute there was even worse. I was so wrong to believe that all of the students would pay attention in class, like I used to do.

Getting a job was harder than I thought it would be. After a few exhausting months of internship in a big company, I got so tired of working in a company and decided to 'rest' for a few months by being a substitute teacher. Well, obviously I didn't know that I was digging my own grave.

I hastily tied my hair up in a bun, grabbed my laptop, and headed to the gate to hell disguised as a high school. I sighed as I opened the door, revealing the horrible scene of shouting and laughing chaotic kids that I longed to avoid. "Okay, class, will you-will-" I sighed once again as I noticed that nobody was actually listening. 'Kids these days.' I thought and loudly hit the desk with my books to get their attention. "Okay class, enough with the shouting. Please turn to page 394. We will be talking about marine biology today." 

-time skip to after class-

Finally. The dreadful moments are over. I picked up a cup of coffee from a cafe nearby and walked to my car. Something was...odd, though. It felt like something unusual would happen. Just at that moment, someone bumped into me, knocking my coffee on my shirt.(a/n : It's ice coffee don't worry yawl) "Oh my god, I'm so sorry, are you oka-...y/n?" I looked up to the person, facing the last person in the whole world I wanted to meet. "...Conan?"

5 years ago.

Things with Conan weren't really the same, we had constant fights about our relationship. We were both questioning if this relationship should really go on. I cried a lot, saying that we could do this. Conan, however, didn't really think that we could really make it. After all, this relationship itself was already inappropriate. He would always say that he loved me, but at the same time he told me that we'll have to break up sometime, that there was nothing we could do to make this relationship work.

I held him besides me for a few months by begging him to stay with me, but in the end...we eventually broke up. We had to break up, it was...quite inevitable, I should say. This student/teacher relationship could never work out in the first place, but the naive teenage girl I was still believed in love, and I really had a severe mental breakdown for a couple weeks. I sat in my empty house, looking at the pictures and memories I made with him. (a/n : i wrote this at 5am crying about my stupid crush im gonna see tomorrow btw i hate u crush fu*k off)

present day.

Just at that moment, a blonde lady ran towards him, breathing heavily. "Hey, Conan! I was looking for y-" "Oh, uh, I bumped into this person and she spilled her coffee. I was just apologizing." He smiled at her, which made me notice the ring on both of their hands. (a/n : gimme that dramatic sound effect) My face dropped quickly as I stared into his dark eyes for a moment. I couldn't think of anything, and my head was blacked out.

"I, uh...I'm truly sorry..." "No, no, it's-it's alright. Don't mind me." I said as I tried not to break down and cry. "I, uh...I'd better go now, bye." "Wait, y/n-" I turned back looked in his eyes for one last time and smiled at him. "I guess you didn't cheat, but you're still a traitor." I said as I held back the tears welling up in my eyes, storming to my house with desperate footsteps. Maybe this was what should've happened a long time ago. Maybe I wasn't just the right person. Maybe...maybe I wasn't really needed in his life, and he could find someone new whenever he wants to. 

Or...maybe I could've done that too.

~𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷

𝓭.~