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————————- I was awoken by a loud and sudden ring from my phone. Ah-ha; But this time, I have outsmarted the alarm clock. Because I didn't sleep at all last night mauahahhaha
. . .
*sigh* I need to go see a therapist, don't I?
Moving on. I have to put on a brave face and finish todays task. Cause' when you're a parent, sleep the least of your concern.
I turn towards the nightstand and I feel and caress the cold, loose, bed space. Just as I thought, empty. It was freezing and I lacked physical warmth and contact.
Minho was already gone ;(
But I'm used to it since Minho needs to work for our families sake. There is a large piece of me still longing and missing him. It gets lonely sometimes, but Aera is here so that's nice.
But it's not like he's dead, I see him everyday and night anyways. Suddenly, the scene from yesterday flashed my mind again.
No no. I don't miss him, not at all. It was only a few seconds before I realized that I was smiling the whole entire time.
I try to tone down my expression but I still end up feeling all giddy over again. I'm dangerously in love with the thought of my precious family (especially Minho).
But no love could ever be matched with my love for my darling, Aera. My one true love<3
Speaking of Aera, I have to wake her up for school soon. After she goes, I'll be all alone ;((
I sit up and take out my hand and placed it in front of my face. I clench my fist, ready to take on life's harsh duty calls. I put my glasses on and stretch my arms and yawn.
My pink slippers latch onto my feet and I slowly walk out the door. The sound of the floorboards creaking following me and my foot.
I finally reach my destination which was placed ACROSS the apartment. It's kind of stupid, but ehhh. A cold gush of air releases from the bathroom and hits me in the face.
...
As I was in the middle of washing my face, my second alarm (the alarm I set incase I don't wake up, which is more often than usual) goes off.
Scared that Aera would wake up, I run (gently) towards my room and shut the alarm off. My hands still wet and with some foam cleanser left on my cheeks, I let out a sigh of relief.
After I was done with my morning routine and done doing my bed, (which I don't do, but I just thought I should do it today for no absolute reason) I made breakfast.
Oh, how much I didn't realise I was starving until I saw, smelled, and heard the sound of the sausage, eggs, and rice sizzling all together.
The heat kind of got to me so I stepped out of the kitchen for a second. I wipe up my sweat and I head back in the serve the food.