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When I was pregnant with Aera, it was the worst months of my life. Sure there were days when I was excited to cherish and love this baby, but in the inside I was worried.
I finally mustered up enough courage and visited my mother; She freaked out. She's supportive now obviously, but I wouldn't blame her. How could a man get pregnant? I'd be terrified as well.
With all the guilt, confusion, and fear; I kept on doubting wether id be able to raise a child and even thought of abortion.
Throughout the whole pregnancy I was stressed and pressured (and in pain), but Minho was there to comfort and calm me down.
I was still unsure about all of the new and sudden changes. I didn't know what to do, I even panicked from time to time.
I was scared.
But...
When I first hear a cry, when I finally got to see her. When I actually got to hold her...
I wrap my finger around her tiny hand, I knew that...everything was going to be perfectly fine. That everything was going to turn out okay.
And with that, all of my past worries meant nothing to me.
As my beautiful girl was laying in my arms, I couldn't but to cry and say, "This is my child...I was the one who made her?"
The nurses there were crying and laughing with me, "Yes sir, she is yours."
Just then, Minho came into the room and rushed right towards me. He started whispering loving, kind, comforting, and caring words.
He holds the baby's other hand, and it wrapped its tiny hands around Minho's pinkie. Tears start dropping down his cheeks.
Soon they asked for her name, and we agreed on "Kim-Lee Aera."
