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"I'll never leave you." Niall promised. I trusted him. With all my heart. He's the only one that gets me, like no one ever would. I smiled, happily.

"Thanks, Niall. I love you, you know that?" He giggled, blushing. Wow.

"Yes! You've told me that thousands of times, silly. And guess what? I love you too..." But what we both didn't know, was that he was leaving. Too soon, to say the least.

"Niall!" Niall's mom suddenly yelled. We both looked confusingly at each other when his mom ran in his room, practically jumping up and down with a huge smile on her face. "You're going to audition!"

Niall's smile fades, as he sees my facial expression. Sad, hurt, and guilt plastered my face. I can't believe after all I've shared all my feelings, thoughts and actions to him. And no one else. Now, he's just going to leave. Leave me. Leave everything I've worked so hard to receive. It's going to go down the drain like it was nothing important. But it is important. To me. It's my everything.

"Clover..." He reaches out for me and wipes the tears spilling from my eyes. "I'm so sorry. I won't forget you. I'll come back. I swear." When he said that, I didn't feel giddiness at all. No happy thoughts. Just hate. He already told me he wouldn't leave me, and now look what he's doing. Leaving. I know he's not going to come back. I know it.

"Niall, I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry." And I left. I left my best friend, my life. I left everything behind to start something new. Something better than what it was now.

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