"I don't know why. Everyday, every minute, every second I'm thinking of you. Can't you understand I'm nothing without you. And without you, I'm better dead, because I know I wont be able to see my best friend again. You know how that feels? It feels horrible! HORRIBLE! To think that you never want to see me again. But guess what? I never left! I told you I would come after you. Here I am. But, you don't seem to enjoy my presence. Why is that? Why is it that you run away, when I'm trying to reach you? That's what I want to know." Niall cried, tears freely falling down his cheeks. He took my hand in his, and looked intently at me with his watery blue eyes. I looked down at my feet, ashamed of pushing him away. Pushing him away from me.
"I run away from you because I don't want to think about what will happen next. Whether you'll leave me, or stay behind. It scares me. I'm sorry for pushing you away, you're truly my best friend. But, at that time I was confused. Confused about us. About me. About you. I didn't know what was going on, and I was afraid. Afraid that once you left, you'd never come back. Ever. And I didn't want that pain in my life. Not after what happened..." I wiped the tears flowing from my eyes. I can't believe I just let that all out. What I've been thinking for everyday. Everyday!
"Clover, you know you're my best friend?" I nod. "And you know that I'll never leave you no matter what?" I nod again. " Good, because that's true. You're such a big part of my life and heart to just leave you. I'm not that kind of person. You may think I am, but I'm not. You can't push away your best friend because you're afraid he'll leave. Because he won't. He'll never leave. That's a promise." He finishes, holding out his pinky, waiting for mine to wrap around his. I pull my hand out of his, and stick my pinky up, locking it with his.
"Niall, this moment simply is." I smiled, lovingly. My mom always told me that, after something amazing happened. Everytime. And now it's time to share it with Niall.
"This moment simply is, what?" He asked, his eyebrows ceasing in a frown.
"Magical."
-;- Hey everyone! I'm sorry this is such a short chapter, I've been having family problems... Could you guys help me by spreading the word about this book? I really want it to be popular. I'll love you forever! -;-
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What's This? (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)
FanfictionClover was not your ordinary girl. Her parents abandoned her, and the only person she had was Niall Horan. But guess what? He left too. What happens when Clover moves on from all the madness, and regret, and suddenly her best friend reappears in her...
