Love. Love is just plain stupid. Why do people fall in love? I mean seriously. Obviously that one person you love will never love you back.
" Niall wake up. " I felt shaking and I just opened my eyes right then. I was already awake and I already knew I was in the hospital but I just didn't want to open my eyes.
" Hey Nialler. " Louis said with a smile. I smiled back at him.
" Hey Lou. "
" How are you feeling? " Liam asked me.
" I'm better. I can breath again can't I? " I laughed. " Where's Harry? " I asked noticing they were the only two in here.
" Probably beating the shit out of Zayn and screaming at Perrie. "
" Oh. " was all I said before an angry Harry busted through the door with a frightened and guilty looking Zayn. I looked out the window instantly.
" You two. Out. Niall I know you want answers. " I looked back at Liam who shot me a worried look just before Harry shut the door after pushing Zayn inside and pulled Louis and Liam outside.
Zayn just stood there awkwardly. I am going to wait to see if he says anything.
I looked at him finally after a few minutes of nothing to see him wiping his eyes. He took a deep breath and looked at me.
" I thought you were going to die... " he mumbled out. I closed my eyes to go to my happy place. Which just happened to be in Zayn's arms.
" Do you know the reason I almost died I guess? " I asked him as calmly as possible.
" I'm sorry Ni. " he tried.
" You told me you loved me. " I stated.
" I do love you. " he said back. I opened my eyes and met his.
" Say it while looking me directly in the eyes. " I told him seriously.
He looked me in the eyes for a while. He finally opened his mouth.
" I love you. " he looked down.
" Wow! Really? " my voice cracked. Zayn looked up.
" Niall... " I put my hand up and looked out the window.
" You don't love me. How could you lead me on? " I tried to say calmly but came out as a whimper.
" Niall I'm sorry. I really am. I do love you, I'm just confused. " I snapped my head to him.
" Oh and I'm not?! Hell! I'm not confused at all! I know perfectly why my ex boyfriend cheated on me! " he looked like he got stabbed. I realized what I said and looked away instantly and just turned away completely. Tears made their way out of my eyes finally and I buried my face into the pillow.
" Ex? " Zayn whimpered out. I heard him sniff then cough.
" I-I'm sorry Zayn. " I mumbled although I doubt he heard it. I saw his reflection and he was shaking his head and constantly wiping his eyes.
" Okay. I'm sorry for hurting you Nialler. It won't ever happen again. I promise. You'll never have to be hurt by me anymore. Bye Niall. " I heard the door open and close and I just lost everything.
I screamed and cried into the pillow and Harry and a nurse walked in.
" Go away! " I cried.
Zayn's POV.
I can't believe I've hurt him that bad. Well I was right when I said he would never have to be hurt by me again. I'm going home.
I closed that hospital room door and started crying my eyes out. I ran through the halls and into the waiting room. I started running outside when someone stopped me.
" Zayn! What's wrong mate? " Louis asked me. I was trying so hard to get out of his grip.
" Zayn!!! " Liam yelled and ran up to me.
" What's wrong? "
" I'm going home! And I'm never coming back! " I cried. Gasps were heard.
" You can't do that Zayn! " Liam protested.
" Why the hell would you even think of that?! " Louis asked me. They led me outside but still had a hold on my arms.
" Because! I've caused too much pain in this fucking band! Not to you guys! To the most important thing to me! I've caused him so much fucking pain it kills me! I promised him I would never hurt him again and that's what I'm going to keep! I'm going home and I never want to come back because I'll just end up hurting him even more that he is now! I fucking cheated on him! I couldn't even tell him I loved him without looking away!!! Do you know how bad that really hurt him!? He started to cry right then! I have made that boy cry so many fucking times I'm done! Goodbye Liam and Louis! Goodbye fame! Goodbye life! FUCK YOU! "
I took off running as Liam and Louis looked at me shocked completely.
I promised Niall I wasn't going to hurt him.
And I'm going to make sure I don't.
Goodbye fame.
And Hello Zayn.
