" Niall... " he started but hesitated. I could feel my heart breaking slowly.
" Do you? " I asked him again.
" Niall, I love you. I do really. It's just different for me right now. I do truly love you. " I sighed and buried my face into his chest.
" I honestly thought that you liked being with Perrie more that me... " I mumbled.
" I like hanging out with Perrie but not everyday. She gets so annoying and it's just no. But you keep things interesting and not annoying. " he said laying his head on mine.
" So you don't love her? And tell the truth please. " I asked him. I wonder if he will tell the truth.
" I still have feelings for her but I love you. " my mouth went dry once I heard those words.
" O-okay... " I mumbled.
" I won't leave you for her. Don't worry. " he kissed my head and I relaxed. I shut my eyes and suddenly felt really tired. I don't even know what time it was.
Soon enough, I was out.
(A/N: okay I'm going to skip to Niall having his ankle better so he can walk.)
-A few months later-
Me and Zayn has had a few more fights since I asked him if he loved me. But this? This was just the worst.
" Why are you always with her!? You even forgot about my birthday! " I yelled at him. The boys weren't here so it's all good.
" Maybe because you are always too clingy! " that one stung.
" Of course I am! You can have every girl you wanted! I don't like that fact! That's why I am! "
" I think you're jealous! " I gasped.
" What the hell Zayn!? Really!? Jealous!? Oh my god! I'm going out! And staying away from you! " I yelled and marched out of the door towards a club. I cannot believe he just fucking said that!
I pulled my phone out to tell the boys where I was going. I got replies instantly.
Lou; what happened!?
Liam; another fight? And don't be out too late.
Haz; all right. Don't think about him okay?
I texted Louis back about what happened as I entered the club. I walked straight to the bar and ordered a few shots.
I was pretty drunk but still sober. It's a weird feeling. Maybe I should go home now.
I paid the man at the bar and walked out of the club knowing where to go. I started walking that way and saw the house ahead. Yay! I started running to it.
Once I ran into the door. I opened it and walked through it. I heard noises from upstairs. I didn't think it was anything but I heard moaning. I slowly made my way up the stairs in my half drunk state. I heard it coming from mine and Zayn's room.
I opened the door and just stared at the two. My breath caught and I seriously couldn't breath. I started gasping for air which caused the two to jump apart and looked at Zayn in the eyes.
" Niall!? Breath! " Perrie said after throwing on one of his t-shirts. Zayn was too shocked.
I started to get light headed and I sat down on the floor still trying to breath but I couldn't.
" N-Niall? " Zayn said getting up and putting on a pair of boxers and walking up to me.
The one thing I could feel just before everything went out like a light?
Betrayal.