I laid back on my bed and groaned loudly. He doesn't understand that he deserves me!
I tried to stand up but fell back down on the ground and smacked my head on the bed side table. I screeched out in pain and there were footsteps running up the stairs. The door flew open and Liam ran over to me. I was expecting Zayn but okay I guess.
" Niall! " he yelled before helping me up and back on the bed. I had a huge headache now.
" Shh. My head hurts really bad now. " I told him in a whisper. He just nodded and examined my ankle.
" I think you did break it Ni. There's no doubting it. " He whispered. I groaned.
" Why did I have to break my ankle! " I whisper yelled.
" Hey, it wasn't up to you. " he smiled. I really wish Zayn was here. I love Liam and all but I just really want Zayn to be beside me.
" Where's Zayn? " I asked him and he shrugged.
" He said he was going out but didn't say where. " Liam said standing. " I'll get you some ice okay? " I nodded and he left.
I picked my phone up and texted Zayn.
N : Hey babe.
He replied a bit after.
Z : Hello.
N : Where are you?
Z : With Perrie why?
I just stared at the text. I loved Perrie. I did but, I didn't like the fact that they hung out. Especially since Perrie was his ex girlfriend and she ended it. Not Zayn.
N : No reason I guess...
Z : What's wrong Ni?
N : I just miss you.
It was the truth yet a lie. I did miss him but I really didn't want him to be with her.
Z : I'll be home in an hour okay? Bye Ni.
N : Love you. Bye.
He never replied. Liam walked back in with a bag of ice. He sat down at the foot of the bed and fixed my ankle before sitting next to me.
" What's up? " he asked worried a bit.
" Does Zayn love me? " I asked him.
" Of course he does! Why would you think he doesn't? " Liam asked shocked. I looked down at my phone still waiting to see if he was going to reply.
" He seems to rather spend time with Perrie than me. He didn't even tell me he loved me. " I said hurt.
" Aww Ni. He loves you. I guess he's just trying to get things off his mind and he normally does that by going out with one of his friends and I guess Perrie was the only one free. " Liam pointed out. I sighed and nodded.
" Alright. "
About two hours later, Liam, Louis and Harry had left to go somewhere and I was alone at the house. Right now, I was curled up into a ball trying not to cry.
Why?
Because while I was on twitter, there were pictures of Zayn and Perrie holding hands. Zayn looked so happy with her. He never smiled like that while he was with me has he?
I was just laying there in the fetal position when I heard Zayn call out for me. When I didn't answer he started for the stairs and walked into the room.
" Hey Nialler! " he said with a smile on his face. I muttered a small hi and just kept staring at the wall. The bed shifted and I felt an arm push me over so I was on my back. " Guess what happened today!? " he seemed so happy.
" What? " I asked blankly.
" Okay, so me and Perrie were walking in the park you know holding hands and stuff and this guy fell right into the pond! " Zayn laughed loudly and I forced a laugh. He was holding her hand.
" That's funny Zayn. " I told him with a somewhat real smile.
" Oh then when we were leaving, I dropped her off at her house and before she could walk away from me, I kissed her cheek and she blushed! " he squealed like a sixteen year old girl with a crush.
Jealousy, sadness and anger arose in me. I clenched my fists at my side and I had to blink back the tears.
" That's nice Zayn. " I said as normally as possible.
" We're hanging out again tomorrow also! I can't wait! " I rolled over and let a tear fall.
" Yay. " I said sarcastically. There was a hand on my shoulder as I stared hurt at the wall.
" Are you okay? " he asked me. No I'm not okay ya dumb!
" I guess. " I told him and he started to roll me over again. I still had tears in my eyes still and he noticed them.
" Niall, you're about to cry. What's wrong? " He asked me and I started to get aggravated.
" It's nothing Zayn! Not like you would care anyways. " I said turning over and getting more comfy.
" I do care Niall! Why do you think I wouldn't care?! " I could sense the anger in his voice so I lowered my voice and just plain out said it.
" Because you're happy with her. Not me. "
