They ride in Liam's car. Niall and Harry sit in the back together. Liam drives, Zayn sits in the front and Louis sits alone in the middle row, earbuds in, listening to sad music.
"Niall, I am fucking terrified," Harry whispers, eyes set straight ahead.
Niall squeezes his arm. "I know, Harry. I don't know what to say to make you feel better, but I just want you to know that Louis loves you. He loves you with his whole heart and that is why this is all so hard on him. Not because he doesn't love you. Not because he hates you. Because he's scared by how much he loves you."
Harry nods, swallowing hard. He cracks his knuckles anxiously. He watches Louis but Louis doesn't notice. He's so amazing even when he's ignoring him. Harry loves him so much it hurts. All he wants is to kiss him right now but he can't. He can't for so many goddamn reasons.
Harry wrings his hands, walking into the building with Niall. "Niall, what if he doesn't take me back? What if he doesn't forgive me? What if I've lost him for good? Oh god, I don't think I can do this."
"He will." Niall says. "If you do this right. And I don't know if you will, but you have to try. You love Louis too much not to try, Harry."
Harry nods. "You're right. Of course you're right."
Niall nods too. "I am always right."
All five of them walk onto the stage, Louis strongly ignoring Harry. Harry takes a shaky breath. Louis has completely shut Harry out. But he has to do this. He has to get his Lou back. Harry walks over to the microphone. He wraps his hands around it and takes a deep breath.
"Hello, everyone." Harry says. The crowd screams. Harry flashes them a smile and they just get louder. "Alright." He says. "I need to address the video of Louis that got out." Harry turns to look at Louis. His head is lowered and he's looking at his feet. He looks as broken as Harry feels. Harry breathes in and out, trying to calm his nerves.
"You need to know the truth about that video," Harry says. The crowd holds its breath, waiting for what Harry is about to say. "Louis and I are not together. But we were. And though we may not be together anymore, I love him. I love him more than I love anyone or anything else. I love him so much that sometimes it hurts just thinking about how gorgeous he is or how sweet he is or just how fucking much he cares about everything. And he broke up with me. He broke up with me because I wouldn't tell you all the truth."
"So I'm here," Harry says. "Telling you the truth. I am in love with Louis William Tomlinson. I am so in love with him it hurts. I have loved him since the second I met him." He turns to face Louis, who's staring with wide blue eyes at him. "Lou, I love you. I love you so much. I'll do anything for you if you'll just take me back?" Harry looks at him, full of hope.
Louis stares at him, not sure what to say.
There's a moment before either of them moves. Then, they both walk across the stage and Harry kisses him, putting his hands on his face. Louis starts to cry silently and Harry kisses him harder. The crowd screams louder than they've ever screamed before. They love them. Niall was right. They kiss for a minute more before pulling away.
"I love you, Lou." Harry says.
"I love you more, Haz." Louis says, brushing their noses.
Harry pulls away and walks back to his microphone.
"And now," Harry says as Niall moves so Louis and Harry can be next to each other. "I have a song I need to sing. This is for you, Lou. It's always been for you. Everything I do, it's for you."
Stained coffee cup
Just a fingerprint of lipsticks not enough
Sleep, where you lay
Still a trace of innocence on the pillow case
Waking up
Beside you, I'm my loaded gun
I can't contain this anymore
I'm all yours, I've got no control
No control
Powerless
And I don't care, it's obvious
I just can't get enough of you
The pedal's down, my eyes are closed
No control
Got the taste on my tongue
I don't want to wash away the night before
And the heat where you laid
I could stay right here and burn in it all day
Waking up
Beside you, I'm my loaded gun
I can't contain this anymore
I'm all yours, I've got no control
No control
Powerless
And I don't care, it's obvious
I just can't get enough of you
The pedal's down, my eyes are closed
No control
Lost my senses
I'm defenseless
Her perfume's holding me ransom
Sweet and sour
I devour
Lying here I count the hours
Waking up
Beside you, I'm my loaded gun
I can't contain this anymore
I'm all yours, I got no control
No control
Powerless
And I don't care, it's obvious
I just can't get enough of you
The pedal's down, my eyes are closed
No control
No control
No control
Powerless
And I don't care, it's obvious
I just can't get enough of you
The pedal's down, my eyes are closed
No control
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Fanfictionā°āā¤ louis tomlinson and harry styles are in love. they love each other but they can't tell anyone because that could cost all five of them the band. harry doesn't mind. not as long has he has his louis. But louis does. he hates it and he doesn't kno...
