Despair - lose or be without hope
George
Hey Karl meet me in the recording studio please
Karl🤟
We're making a new song?
George
No I'll tell you everything once we're in the music room
Karl🤟
Okay do you want me to bring Sapnap, quackity, and Dream
George
No just you, make sure nobody sees you tho I don't want them to ask questions
Karl🤟
Got it I'll see you in a bit
George turned off his phone grabbed his piece of paper and his guitar. He walked quietly downstairs and made sure nobody saw him or bumped into him.
When he got to the studio he saw Karl scrolling through Twitter, he turned around and face George.
"Hey is everything alright?" Karl asked
"Not really... me and Dream got into an argument about me being so distant. I told him it was because whenever I was around him I'd get feelings for him and I didn't want that. But he doesn't understand what I'm trying to say, he thinks I don't like him so instead of putting it into words I just made a song." George rambled
"Why don't you want to have feelings for him George?"
"I feel like it's too soon to like someone. I'm just scared to like someone again. Someone who isn't eden."
"I understand, but what do you mean when you said 'someone who isn't eden'"
"Him and I were together for so long, it doesn't feel right to fall for someone else."
"Just give it time George, there's no rush."
"Right, okay ready to start?"
"Yeah, are you?"
"Yeah"
"Okay give me a thumbs up when you're ready." George nodded and went into the small room where the music was recorded
George throw up a thumbs up, Karl pushed the record button and George started to sing.
I've lost my cool
I'm not sure how to act
Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact
Well, I don't know if this is it
But can't you see
No, I'm not falling for you
So, please have mercy on me
Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair
Whatever George had told his mom he had written down on the piece of paper. He thought it was a good way of explaining how he felt.
No, I don't want you to teach me how to dance
Get your heart away from me
You'll put me into a trance
And even though I think about you day and night
I'm not sure if this whole love thing
Sounds quite right
Every time George was near or when he was with Dream he felt like he was put in a trance. It wasn't a bad trance it was a good one, George loved but hated it.
Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair
Once again George is denying that it's not love and that it's just despair, but really the way they acted around each other was different and everyone saw that.
Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand-holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be
Closer
To despair
And with that George finished the song, he put down his head phones and Karl pressed the stop recording.
"You okay George?" Karl asked once George stepped out the little room
"Yeah it felt good to explain it, I'm just hoping he will understand."
"I'm sure he will he isn't that stupid." Karl laughed and so did George "when are you going to publish it?"
"Later today, I just need to edit to make it sound better."
"Okay do you need any help with that?"
"Yeah, I just need another person's opinion on how it sounds."
"Okay!" Karl said with a smile
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Karl and George have been working on the song for hours, they took breaks but really small ones. George just had to get the song out as soon as possible. If Karl weren't there to work with George it probably would've taken longer.
"Okay I think this is it!" George said
"Me too, let's hear it again one more time before we publish it!" George nodded and played the song one more time
They listen through the whole song and they both thought it was great!
"Ready to publish it?" Karl asked
George took a deep breath, "yeah I'm ready"
"Okay I'll count you down, 3...2...1... PUBLISH!" George pressed the publish button and you already saw the views and likes go up.
"Thank you Karl, it means the world to me that you are here to help me through these times."
"No problem George! You can ask me for anything, I'm glad to work with you!" Karl said with a smile
"I think we should go, I'm sure they are wondering where we are."
"Yeah I'm also getting hungry let's go eaT cause we haven't eaten all day." George nodded and the two boys left to the kitchen
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When they walked to kitchen they grabbed some food and went to the living room where everyone was.
"George! We heard your new song! It was fucking amazing! Who's it about?" Quackity wiggled his eyebrows
"You sound like the fans" George rolled his eyes playfully "also thank Karl as well, he helped me make it!" They thanked Karl for give out opinions and telling George wether it was good or bad
"So where's Dream?" George asked
"He's in his room, he hasn't came out of there. We tried to go up There and talk to him but he wouldn't let us come in his room." Sapnap said
"That and his voice is raspy he kind of sounds tired." Quackity added "did something happen between you two?"
George nodded and decided to tell Sapnap and quackity the whole story on why they are upset towards each other. He also eventually told them who the song was about.
Sapnap told George he was going to everything he can to have him talk to George. They just have to find out when the right time is.
"Oh I know!" Karl said and everyone looked at him "Dream told me he's going to go to a lake on Saturday!"
"Saturday is in two days, so you think you can wait that long?" Sapnap asked
"Whatever it takes for me to talk to Dream again I'll take it."
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ФанфикGeorge was in a band with his boyfriend called the brick city, but one day George walked in on his boyfriend cheating on him. Later that night he quit the group. That was when Dream and George were in the same room. Dream needs help writing a song...
