Snow and Fire

Chapter 8- I miss you

I miss you

Langa's POV

I was skating home, tears running down my face, the pain was excruciatingly unbearable, there were probably cars in the street but I didn't care. I broke the heart of the guy I love. I broke my own heart. All for someone who doesn't love me, all because I needed to stop feeling guilty. I'm such a selfish asshole. Is it even worth it? Because now I'm feeling more guilty than before, now I hurt them both. Will she love me again after I tell her we broke up? I need to talk to her. I took my phone out of my pocket and called her but it went straight to voicemail so I left her a message.

"Hey, mom, can you please come back home, we need to talk, I broke up with him so please just come back home" I didn't bother hiding my sobs. Maybe if she heard how much pain I was in, how much I sacrificed for her, maybe she would feel at least half the guilt I felt. Reki...I miss you.

*SCREEEEEEEECHHHH* *HONKKK*

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Reki's POV

~The next day~

*RING RING* *RING RING* *RING RING*

I turned off my alarm for school. I don't feel like going, I barely slept and I'm not ready to see Langa. I looked down at his shirt (the one he left at the beach) in my hands and sighed, I miss him. I miss him so bad it hurts and it's only been a day, ugghh how will I survive this...

"Reki, get up, you're gonna he late to school" i barged in and I quickly hid shirt underneath the pillow.

"I'm not going to school today, get out." I hid my face underneath the covers because my eyes were probably all red and puffy from crying.

"Why? Are you sick? But you just recovered from your cold a while ago"

"Yes I'm sick again, now get out" I was starting to lose my patience.

"Hey, what's with that attitude? Anf you're obviously not sick, quit slacking and get up- holy shit are you okay? You look like you cried yourself to sleep..." She pulled the cover away from me and revealed tears-stained face.

"Yes I'm fine I'm just sick now get out" I covered my face with my hands and turned my back to her.

"Reki, what happened? You can talk to me" she sat down next to me and I sighed, sitting up. Maybe talking about it will help.

"You remember Langa?" She hummed in response then closed her eyes and sighed, she probably knows where this is going.

"He broke up with you didn't he?" I nodded silently, looking down at my fiddling hands.

"I'm so sorry Reki, do you know why he did it?" I nodded again.

"His mom found out and she didn't take it well so he felt guilty and started hating himself and so he broke up with me to fix their relationship or something but it's fine though I don't really care that much you know I didn't even likes him that much and thank god he broke up with me cuz if he didn't, I would've." I rambled, that was definitely not true.

"You're in love with him aren't you?"

"Yeah" I sighed.