my olivia

Chapter 19 "reckless"

*1 month later*
This whole chapter is charlis dream she dreams about her love story with chase.

Charlis pov-I close my eyes and fall asleep.I wake up at 4 am to Dixie shaking me "char wake up we have to catch a flight to la".I say "ok give me 20 minutes".she says "ok I'll be waiting downstairs" and leaves my room I take a quick shower and change into black leggings a blue over sized shirt and a pink hoodie I put some lipgloss and grab my luggage and go downstairs I see my parents up my dad says "you guys ready".I say "yea I am".Dixie says "yea".we put our luggage in the back and get in and drive to the airport when we get there our parents go with us they sign that waiver that allows me to fly alone without them since I'm 15 and I have to be 16 to fly alone fully.after that we say goodbye and me and Dixie go thru the security thing.while we wait I buy myself Dunkin and go to the waiting area I get a text from chase

The texts
Chasey 💖:heyy char
Char 💞:hey chase!
Chasey 💖:are you guys at the airport
Char 💞:yea we are waiting to board

Charlis pov:our plane gets called to board so we quickly go to the boarding place and Board the plane.I close my eyes I wake up to Dixie saying "charli wake the fuck up we are about to land".I wake up and say "why so mean -.-?".she says "well I've been trying to wake you up for the past 10 minutes" anyways when we land I get a text from chase saying that him and nick  are waiting for us at the baggage pickup.I tell Dixie and we go to the baggage this is the first time I meet chase in person and for Dixie she's meeting nick for the first time in person.as we go to the baggage pickup I see a tall skinny guy with black hair I realize it's chase and next to him is a guy with brown wavy hair it's nick me and Dixie both greet them chase hugs me I hug back closing my eyes.I open my eyes and see chase asleep next to me it's February and we have been dating since November.I love him so much I look at him while he sleeps he says "am I that cute that you look at me sleep?".I say "yes you are" and kiss him he kisses back.at night patty and Calvin walk in with a tent and say "we're camping in chases room".chase says "what why".Calvin says "we need content duh".a few mins later Calvin picks patty up  bridal style.chase says "what the fuck" while laughing".I say "well I'm going to sleep".I hear Calvin drop patty and i start laughing i soon fall asleep with chase.patty and Calvin were still awake they brought in a ping pong table and all trying to get me and chase to wake up but we were deep sleepers so we wouldn't so they both layer on the bed with us I kick Calvin and he falls off and chase he was still asleep.in the morning I wake up and see Calvin and patrick asleep in their tent I fall back asleep with chase we wake up at like 12 and get ready.chase goes to their tent and throws water on it to wake them up and yells "get out! It's noon already".I laugh at that and walk out his door I see mads there I run up to her and hug her she's my bestfriend.I pull away from the hug from Dixie while crying It's March me and chase broke up... there was a diss track that Bryce and josh made apparel chase had been dming nessa and all I broke up with him the second I found out me and dixie were at the airport to go back to Connecticut I couldn't stay in the hype house while chase was there.while we were walking to the check-in paparazzi found us they were asking me questions "will you ever forgive chase?!" "We're the dms real between chase and nessa?!" "Are you still with chase?!".I look down as I felt tears forming in my eyes I was already stressed enough I say "I don't feel like talking today guys sorry".Kevin says "oh ok have a nice day" and leaves.on the other hand fletcher kept asking us questions till we got to the check in and checked in and left to Board our flight. 3 months later I felt like I was ready to go back to la so me and Dixie booked a flight and went back to la.we got picked up by Thomas and went to the hype house when I walk in everyone came up to me and hugged me and all I was happy to see all of them.I didn't see chase.ryland says "I guess your wondering were chase is right?".I say "yea..".ryland says "he hasn't talked with anyone much since you left we only see him when we make him eat".I say "w-what? He hasn't been eating?".Madi says "no".ryland says "so like uh".I say "I'm gonna go check on him" and go upstairs to his room I softly knock on his door.he yells out "ryland leave I already ate!".I softly say "it's me..Charli".I hear footsteps and the door opens I see him he looked a bit skinnier I go up to him and hug him I feel him hug me back he felt skinnier than what he used to be.he says "I'm sorry".I say "no no don't apologize ok" I didn't want to make him feel guilty I know that I shouldn't have left without letting him explain everything.i pull away from the hug and say "I shouldn't have left just like that I should of let you explain".a few hours later I was in the bed with him I was stroking his hair I had let him tell me everything that had happend and it was that nessa was dming him first and he always told her to stop but she wouldn't and all.a month later me and chase are dating again but I'm private no one knows. it's July 1st I'm in Connecticut I'm on video chat with chase.I say "I want a hug".he says "you do".i say "yes hoy should come to Connecticut and give me a hug and go back to la".he says "and then I could go back to la".I say "yea".he says "just a hug".I say "yea".He says "alright cool that sounds like a deal".I say "l cool when are you coming out tomorrow?".he laughs and says "yes tomorrow morning".I thought he was joking till at like 9 am I hear a knock on my door I open it expecting it to be like Dixie but it. Was chase
👁👄👁 he says "I came to give you your hug".he hugs me.a few days later we're in la Im in my room just minding my own business scrolling thru tiktok when I get a call from mads "charli".I say "oh hey mads".she says "you won't believe what happend".I say "what happend?".she says "nessa and chase kissed".my heart breaks as soon as I hear her say that I say "oh".she says "I have to go but I'll talk to you later byee" and hangs up.I burst into tears and cry thinking of how he could do that I call chase and yell "what the fuck chase how could you?!".he says "what?".I say "don't act dumb I know you kissed nessa! I thought I could trust you!".he stabs"charli baby let me expl-.".I cut him off  "I fucking hate you! I trusted you with everything! And this is what you do! I fucking loved you with my whole heart!".He says "charli I made a mistake in kissing her I love you so much".I say "I forgave you last time! And you just made that mistake again but worse! You lied to me and I trusted you!".I hang up on him I go and unfollow him on everything I was mad and sad about all that.a few hours later I was still crying I may of let my Twitter get the best of me and I tweeted somethings and went back and forth with chase on Twitter arguing.I then saw how the sway house went to the hype house to "talk" to chase as much as I hate him I don't think he should get that hate.3 months later me and chase are dating again I guess we exuded to start fresh and forget about the past we are private so no one knows I love him so much.