my olivia

Chapter 23 "charliii chaseeee"

Charlis pov-parents Dixie mads have been watching liv I don't feel like getting out of bed.yea I si t know What your thinking I'm a irresponsible Mom for letting sadness get thru me and not watching my own daughter but i just feel like I can't do anything right rightnow. As I was laying in my bed dixie barges in.I say "I'm not here".she says "yea I played that game to with you".I say "yea now leave".she says "no now get up you have to take a shower and brush your and your teeth".I say "I already did that I'm still sad".she says "yea no come on get up you can't let this get to you".I say "how 🧍🏻‍♀️I basically got jealous for no reason and then that cause for a break up".she says "well why were you jealous?".I say "well with what happend 2 years ago I feel like I can't trust him so I got jealous".I told her everything.she says "so you guys basically have no trust between each other".i say "basically" and I start crying again.she stays with me all day till she has to go i stay in my apartment crying and all mads was there.she says "come on Charli stop crying over him".I say "why would I. I basically caused this break i got jealous".she says "but I thought you didn't want to see him".I say "I- well-".she cuts me off and says "you still love him even tho you hate him?".I say "yea but it's complicated".Mads says "so you don't love him".I say "no I do love him it's just th- well". It's complicated being in a relationship we have ups downs probably hate each other somedays butat the end of the day we still love eachother.After a while Mads falls asleep.I was still awake I was scrolling thru tiktok when I remember I hadn't posted in a while so I just look thru my drafts and most of them were with chase 🧍🏻‍♀️so I just post one.I knew I shouldn't but I went and stalked chases Instagram 🧍🏻‍♀️jk we broke up- I don't even know if we did break up but I fall asleep.

*the day of the break up*
Chases pov-I went up to my room and looked at the wall.we had just broken up.after 2 weeks of only arguments we called it quits.I stayed looking at the wall for a few minutes rethinking everything was it a good decision to break up? Probably I don't really know.

*to actual time*

Chases pov-1 week days I haven't eaten anything I haven't gotten out of my room at all I mostly just stay in my bed or just look at the wall rethinking everything as usual.I can feel hunger so I get out my room I walk down stairs and everyone looks at me and says "chase! Your out".I ignore them and grab a banana.nick says "a banana isn't going to get you full you have to eat more than one banana".I grab another banana and go to my room and lock myself in again.I ate the bananas which of courde weren't enough for a person that hadn't eaten in 1 week. As the hours pass I don't realize it but It's midnight and I felt dizzy and nauseous my vision slowly getting blurry till I close my eyes.

Thomas"s pov-I hear a loud thump as I'm editing my YouTube video I realize it's coming from chases room and say "shit! Chase!".I put my computer to the side and get out of my bed carefully trying to not wake Mia up and run across to chases room I saw everyone there.nick says "what if he tried to kill himself".ryland says "what if he fell".Calvin says "what if h".I cut him off and Say "that's not the point we have to see if he's ok".I try to open the door but it's locked I then see Kelliane.she says "I know how to open it" she takes a Bobby pin and picks the lock till it opens.I nod at her in a thank you way and open the door and see chase on the floor passed out.he didn't have anything next to him like pills or anything.I say "ryland call the cops! Now!".the ambulance comes and takes chase only one person was allowed ryland went the two were bestfriends.I say "