my olivia

Falling back to reality

•chase•

its late out rightnow its 3 am everyones asleep and im on the rooftop with a fire pit going on just looking down on the street not having any idea of what to do its been about 2 weeks now.i have been depressed all this time i keep blaming myself for all this that happend.Why couldn't I have realized in time? Why wasn't I more cautious about it? I look up into the dark sky filled with starts and one single shooting start and the only wish I had was to die.Wishing that I saw a black hole open up beneath me I fall in around me was everything I'd ever loved I shut my eyes hitting the ground.I open my eyes and see I'm in my bed I look over next to me and see Charli next to me asleep. All a dream I guess?. Why did I have a dream like this?.I look at my phone 2 am.I get up and go downstairs for a glass of water as I'm going up I see someone run next to me. I look next to me and see kaden.oh this is not happening I run towards him "what are yo y doing in here! Get out!" I say to him."I only want one thing" he says. "Yes we'll your not getting her ever you hear me" I say clenching my jaw. "try e hudson you probably will end up in a hospital bed" he says. "Hey what's going on here?!" Nick says. "Oh" he says as he realizes. "Two twigs really?" Kaden asks."shut the fuck up" nick says. We'll not such a softie now.Nick is mostly knows as a soft guy who just never cursed or gets into fights well atleast to the internet anyways back to the fight. "Dude!Yiur gonna kill him" ryland says to nick who had kaden on a wall punching him. "That's what I'll do no one true kidnapping my baby sis" nick says.
*next morning*
"Ok so we have one of charlis ex boyfriends passed out here" thomas asks looking at kaden on the couch. "Yes" i say. "Ok we'll uh let's wait?" He asks. Yep